故事情节～～

最近我都在阅读一系列小说名叫暮光之城。
一部不错看的小说。。
故事情节总是围绕在一名吸血鬼，爱德华和另一名人类，贝拉。
越深入的探讨这部小说，我越觉得里面的故事与我相识。
喜欢看小说的，不妨去了解下这部系列吧～～

最近的生活，总是起起落落。但，有谁不是呢？？
每当我决定了某些事时，过程中总有个程咬金出现。
也让我的思绪像波浪般汹涌不定。。
还好，我身边有群很要好的兄弟。。
他们都在我很需要时出现，助我一臂之力。
感谢！！
人家说大雨过后总会有彩虹！！
希望我的彩虹能快点出现！！

我的宝贝，她人不舒服。。
发烧 （38.7度）
还好没把她的脑给烧坏, 不然我也不知如何是好。
刚给了电话，很憔悴的声音。
没能见她一面怎样也让我不放心。。
想见她的心如果转换成现金，那应该是数不完的金！！

改革？！

话说某一天的晚上。。
事情演变成一种很僵的地步。。
难不免总要有人挺身而出，也就是我。。
然后，一场辩论大战时在所难免的。。

过程中，少林，峨嵋，华山和丐帮都使出了浑身解数。。
只怕在过程中如有一点差错，就会身首异处！！

几句钟后，
我见到大家的脸上都流露出 一种释然的表情。。
就好象身上的重担给放了下。。
好事或坏事就由以后来打算吧～～

ｎｅｘｔ，
话说一位热爱跳舞的青少年。。
本身很爱户外活动，
也想把这些回忆都保留，
所以就去学摄影。。
过程中，他爱上了。。

可现在有个蛮好的念头产生了。。
很想去新加坡发展。。
学习下当地的舞蹈文化。。
ｂｕｔ，在金钱和时间的考量下。。
好难选择啦！！

充实自己，是这样的吗？？

突然想写华语。。

当我在kopi street吃午餐的时候，想了好多事情。
总觉得时间过得好快哦~～
再多三个月就半年了。。
很多人都会说：　好好的充实自己的每一天～~
试问下， 有谁做到呢？？

往往时间总是过得很快的~～
一分一秒的流失～~
年纪就渐渐的增加~～
可是面对着镜子里面的自己，感觉上自己还是没变！！（除了脸上的皱纹）

今年的我，已经是三张的一半了。。
可是，一样的一无是处！！
半点成就都没有！！

留意和观察周围的亲朋好友。。
每个都正在往自己的目标前进！！
而我呢？？

如果说我们出世时就像一张白纸的话。。
那我现在就想是一张还没上色的纸！！
我需要颜色！！！！！

dull friday~ ~

what a heavy rain right here..
its happen at the right time when i am such boring and alone here..
so lucky which is it happened after i back to office..
i feel not really okay this few days..
plus my life here now~ ~
whoever know me then should know what am i doing right??
wall surrounding and talk with wall here..
lol..

ignore it..
lets talk back to yesterday, thursday.. hehe

i reach here at 11 something..
no lunch (orange din find me and i also lazy to go outside)
suddenly i received a message from my dear..
she wrote that she is qualify to work at the skin world (wisma hap seng, beside shangri-la hotel)
wow~ ~so happy to heard that..
and of course i did congratulation to her too..

who know, she ask can she come to find me??
wah!! wah!! wah!!
sure i won said NO lo.. hehe
So, she was coming..
on that time, i was so curious that what transportation she took??
she came by bus after i asked her!! (she know de mer)
haha my heart really worried about her so much..

the story for on the way she came to studio..
ops.. she took wrong bus and reach at kotaraya there!!
totally wrong destination wor.. (hak sei me!!)
whatever, she get the right bus there..
i really scare she will mang zhang there but she doesnt did it there..
just complaint with me that the bus too shake and make her uncomfortable there..

finally, she reach studio here..
first thing, we got a tight hug there..
quite impress when i saw her that time.. Love R..
so i spent my lunch with her at a bakery cake house there..
we ate tong yam pan mee and tong yam fried rice, plus snacks..

quite pity her here..
really nothing can let her do..
however, she brought game here to play with me..
lol..
i won her first time.. haha quite happy..
the time and memory pass through slowly..

after the class, we got to took bus back to my home..
wah!! about 25 minutes we wait at kepong here..
then about30minutes we wait at batu 5 there..
so, 11pm something reach at my house..
go in there and chit chat a while with my mum and sister.. hehe
my mum still said why go back so fast wor??
i told her that very late now and cinderalla got to go..
or else, her clothes will lubang lubang and wat dat wat dat/.. haha

then, next round before get her back..
UMARANI.. haha
crazy..
both of us..
we order, 1 maggie goreng, 1 roti 8(eight), 1 roti tisu, limau ais, milo ais, satay (5 chicken and 5 mutton)
eat and eat..
haha much more enjoying if without moi there..

finally, times up!!
cinderalla got to go back home lu..
a goodbye kiss before she get in home...
then ending..

after bath, we had a phone talk about 40 minutes gua..
then i invite her to sleep together seens that she got work..
hehe
Miss you badly..
from your Love B

25/1/2010, monday

what a hot weather outside today..
exactly burning my skin when i was coming here..
however, had a lunch with miss orange at "lat jiu pan mee"
a bit regret that i put too much CHILIS without notice it..
So, the fact is, i went to toilet and vomit till tears on the half way i ate the mee.. lol..
what for to pity ourselves but i did it.. "ben la"

actually we were not planning to go there one..
who know, the sui ba wong was close today..
i really don know it close on monday one wor..

anyway, skip it..
back to yesterday.. haha
my lovely dear went for part time at wisma hap seng there..
beside the SHANGRI-LA hotel..
i was so hard to find it with the address that she sent to me..
haha
however, i got her finally..

then, we went for the lunch with my fren, fei..
at Gombak there..
haha again, i thought that i went wrong way.. lol..
quite cha sui lo..
finally, i was wrong.. hehe
GOT CHA!!!

the weather was hot like summer!!
totally burning your skin.. (no bei min one)
sat there also can feel the hotness!!
we order 3 nasi lemak with rendang chicken..
wow.. the rendang chicken very nice and delicious..
eat eat eat.. then jiu go back home la.. hehe

at home, my dad was sleeping that time.
home alone..
great moment!! haha
skip it..

prepare time!!!
going to wedding later at janbo restaurant, cheras branch.
quite funny lo..
it was raining when we on the way..
my dear so geng..
she said sure heavy rain at night..
lol.. bingo lo..

however, really thanks to her for accompany me to the wedding..
funny thing come..
about 4 or 5 groups having wedding there...
haha first time we enter the restaurant not through the front door but with the lift..
and the lift was built inside one!! haha geng dao..

my frens all keep pushing us to drink!!
finally, one of fren surrender and vomit tim.. lol..
it was 10 something when we get back..
first time i don have car to use at night..
really first time..
my dad said his motor broken and then he drive the car..
chew..
don panic don panic..

don matter how, i still get her home..
hehe
really cant wait till the coming sunday now..
lalalaaaaa ~ ~

New Life

erm.. 11/01/2010

what a new day for me..
today, i woke up at 9am but my working hour was 12pm.. lol
however, i spent my time with bathing, breakfast and taking bus.
it was 11 something when i reach studio here.
once again i used the key to unlocked.

i step in~ ~
the feeling just like very fresh and new..
a lots of things wait me to handle off..
i got to use this first week to overcome it all..
pressure come near by me but i feel so exciting this time..
hope that i can paint some color at here~ ~

back to yesterday..
we lose to ourselves..
wondering..
i wonder that our major competitor is not the outsider but is us!!!!
we cause the consequences..
i won cry for this but i will catch it up and try next time..

maybe this was a good thing as well..
if not, no one will wake up one including me!!
confuse, lose, and afraid please go away!!

lost~ ~

feel lost my way recently~ ~
totally no idea with what am i doing~ ~
all things..
not brave enough..
die also scare!!!!
feel like in the jungle..
all trees talls till cover the light~ ~
dark surrounding me..
i cant see the direction where to go?!?!?!?!

i really hope that this is a dream but not a fact..
so that i do not need to face it..

i am back to my crew again where a lots of funny giving to me from..
i really glad that i did one good decision..
feel like~ ~ don wanna leave them anymore..
however, i still need to find a career to backup me anyway..

really feel so lonely~ ~
i din share with anyone with this ever ...
only here i dare to share..

haiz..