lost~ ~

feel lost my way recently~ ~
totally no idea with what am i doing~ ~
all things..
not brave enough..
die also scare!!!!
feel like in the jungle..
all trees talls till cover the light~ ~
dark surrounding me..
i cant see the direction where to go?!?!?!?!

i really hope that this is a dream but not a fact..
so that i do not need to face it..

i am back to my crew again where a lots of funny giving to me from..
i really glad that i did one good decision..
feel like~ ~ don wanna leave them anymore..
however, i still need to find a career to backup me anyway..

really feel so lonely~ ~
i din share with anyone with this ever ...
only here i dare to share..

haiz..