please ignore this~ ~

i got no idea..
what happened actually??
bad temper back again..
lost control to my EQ..
feel don wanna talk..

wanna alone..
and i need to..
i still able to act in front of ppls..
but the question is..
do i need to??

a wet day..
rained yesterday..
all of the workers seem like wake up late today..
because very jam when i go to work..
and me..
listen to my fm(101.8)..
and just concentrate to the fm..
no matter what happen to outside no more important to me..
no more curious to the external environment..

i need a rest..
mean what??
i wanna be silent..
i begin admire my fren..
he can so silent sometime and ppl already familiar with his situation..
can i do that??

ppls are always learn something from the mistake that he did..
yes, i do..
i feel so guilthy and bad mood after that..
haiz...
i believe that apologise is mean nothing right now..
please ignore this..
i just don feel like wanna put in my heart..

at the same time, almost 'rain' when i read the novel..
haiz..
other than that, very sad..
because miko's zai zai passed away already..
what a sad thing..
this is one of the reason which i not dare for pet..
i cant even imagine that coming day when it leave me..
god bless them..

how to smile when you feel sad??
any way for that??
feel like to listen to those sad songs..

hands cold..
outside is hot..
but office here never turn to hot..
no more motivation here..
so far..
i wonder what i want..

faceless and hopeless..

a meaningless article here..