what is the point??

erm...
suddenly feel like wanna write this..
my life is very usual..
nothing special happen..
BUT my mind..
always pop out something..
so i just let's start some bullshit here..

what is the point??
i mean for a friendship or what ship what ship la..
when 2 strangers become a friend right..
we will start to maintain this from that time if you really wanna be a friend.., agree?
we always need to make an adjudgement in between this..
and also the relationship..
ya, this is what i am learning now...
every home also have a book..
so we need to share our book to another person when we wanna close with..

how to control and make it as long as you want??
izzit really same like what ppl always said..
feel lo??
see how lo??
Lol...i don wanna like that de lo..
from the studio..
i learn how to hide up my reality and treat them sometime..
there is just like a jungle..
you never know when the dangerous animal will come to you..
tention la..
uncountable upset for me over there..
i don like always under control by ppl..
i just wanna do what i want..!!
cannot?? nvm..
i will go find myself..
somewhere that can allow me to do..

what i want to say is...
haha i already become back myself!!
a haha person..
sadness!!! please go away from me..
i am a brother with happiness!! haha
somemore, im xin fu ing now.. kakaka...
thanks ya..
i get xin fu ing from you..
hope that you will also get that from me too!!

what do you think about being a leader??
easy?? hard??
what so easy or what so hard for this??
to control a team..
really burn you a lots of energy..
all of them will not under control by you all the time..
unless you able to achieve something which can let them trust to you..
seriously..
i been twice as a team leader from the camp..
really my nightmare man!!
but this time, i think i did done with my nice job..
so you can also..
learn their personality and..
try to figure out why they don listen to you??
this way cannot, then turn to another way..
i believe there will be no dead end for you de lo..
gambateh..
if not, whole team work together la..
i don believe that only person still can sit properly there..

i got a big plan or vision that wanna achieve into this year..
so im going to discuss with them by tonight..

itu saja..
asalahmualaikum..