happy saturday~ ~ ~! ~ ! ~ ! ~

today is saturday.. * YA, WHO WILL DUNNO?? LoL..
whatever but this is important for me..
hehe hehe hehe hehe
i dunno why will like this..
it is out of my control..
i am trying to hold it and let it normall a bit..
but i quite hard..
i got to cut out and adjust it..
so what am i going to do for this?? *any idea?
when i just think of that..
the feeling of that is just like..
gonna jump out and tell me that >> IM SO EXCITED!! *lOl.. i know la..

talk so much.. and who know what am i talking finally??
hehe.. its my heart..
it still moving faster than normall speed when i am writing right now..
i need blood to process it..
my blood will gone de ma??
non sense..
i am expecting for tonight..
hope that is very memorable..

suddenly feel that i am not that old gua..
not mature enough maybe..
because hor..
now i am thinking that time got to do what, dress what??
and a lots of things la.. aiyo..
shame la..
feel that this is much more nervous than i go up stage and dance..
i don scare to so many peoples but just one..
oh my god.. oh my god..

i was imaging yesterday..
her finger injured and bleeding..
how serious was that??
i dunno..
just called and image from what she describe to me la..
hope that is nothing and will recover soon..
how come huh??
is this normal for everyone??
i become like..
i also dunno how to describe tim??
my mood will affect by her.. sometime la..
and one more thing..
last time right..
i seldom bring my gf to any gathering or what la..
or maybe i should say never... * i swear!!!
but this time..
no wor..
i always ask her wanna join me if there is any event that i will go..
i feel like wanna show her to anyone of my frens..
introduce her to them and let them how xin fu am i now..
and hor.. ppl said that.. person whose in love will look more cheerful de wor..
i got ma?? haha
bare in mind!!! i am not wanna to show off ya..

besides this,
training has begin yesterday..
hope that everything is running smooth..
on the other side, i sms to alicia..
ask her that how about yesterday..
she said ok wor but!!!!
bennie look very busy oh..
haiz.. a bit worry about her la..
i know she is tiring and busy with her study de la..
that's why she ask me to join for help...
but now.. haiz.....
hope she don mind la.. because i will come and help you when i am free!!
true!! maybe tomorrow got right??
i will go!!!

3 more hours after then i need to start my training again..
they are discussing to find female crew members..
still searching..

k la..
i don wanna to write anymore la..
Ynn paiseh ya.. hehe