actually i got no mood to blogging now..
because i know this must be not a happy thing..
but.....
i decide to do it finally..
this morning..
7 april, wet, tired, sleepy, cold
i feel very cold when i awake..
other than that, this is first time i wake up late to work since i start this job..
i suppose wake up already..
who know.. got a bad dream come nearby me and cause me late..
i not really remember what dream is that already..
normally i very easy to throw away those bad things..
because my memory is limited and i choose to store my happiness..
now, 2pm, outside the company - warm, inside - cold
im tired..
im cold..
im confusing..
people said that you will feel hungry easily if you are happy;
oppositely, you got no appetite when you are upset..
ya, i got no appetite now..
im very freezing because i din bring jacket..
im confusing with the things that happened on me..
F*** A***** N*** = FAN..
few of my frens are sick..
and i gonna to join them soon..
this is what i don want to..
but...
sometime, this is not what you can do!!
i don't know this is called moody or what..
but i don feel like wanna to talk..
i would like to cheoreograph steps..
but my mind is empty..
other than that, i can't make clear my mind and think of it..
conclusion is, i got nothing when play music..
do you agree that phone is one of the way that allow you connect with others?
ya, and i would like to close it now for a short while..
and i did it finally..
i don't think that i am not okay right now..
just i need to stay alone here..
normal right?
en...
i won't let myself down..
and it doesn't able to left right my metallity too..
because i am no more alone..
no more single..
i got you..
and also my buddies..
i won't be alone here even though that is a war..
ya, i should feel great.. i should..
okay la..
im great now..
tonight my training still going on..
i have to work hard on that..
even though there is a trouble..
but i will make it no more a trouble..
what about double?? LOL... *kidding..
i read your blog just now..
almost same as what was i imaging yesterday..
simple, short but sweet..
just less one thing..
don't have the photo with you and me..
next time no more exception..
i will make an alarm and remind me about that..
record down and make it as my sweet memory..
within a period of time, make it as a book..
maybe story book and serve with photo..
all venue, date and time..
must be a challenge for me..
because old man's memory is not good enough..
ops...
i don want continue already..
if not, sure i will write till tomorrow..
lastly, NOTHING WILL MAKE YOU FAN IF YOU THINK THAT ISN'T!!
TRY TO THINK IT AS SIMPLE AND SOLVE IT WITH SIMPLE WAY..
MAYBE THAT IS WORK..
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