confuse~ ~ ~

confuse~ ~ ~ ~
my mind is war ing right now..
i knew the result from orange's blog..
good new is congrate to all the teams which are qualify into next stage..
at the same time, i saw our team name too..
haiz...
that will be my memory gua..
we are not going to take part for this competition again..
my dreamz gone..
i myself stupid la..
put too much expectation during preliminary and now ~ ~ . . . .
im enjoying on the stage with them..
but seem that the problem is occur, so i cant force to change anything now..
wish your good luck la..*for others team

headache when i am writing this..
wonder what happen..
i took a nap at here before that..
feel very tired or maybe should say like that...
no mood to do anything..
my motivation is gone~ ~
*got to find it back....
don worry me!!
i won let it disturbing me!! *because i promise you yesterday

cold here..
and heart cold too...
i am not able to change anything if that's already become a fact..
but what am i trying to do is... i hope some changes before the competition..
or else.. i just make my mind stop thinking of that..
quite hard for that..
because i still got another team..
sure i will think of this when i teach them everytime..
however, i got to do also.. no choice for me to choose anymore..
what else can do?? YEAH~~~ gambateh lo.... LOL... *lame..
maybe i will do like that la..
team, i will continue to teach la of course..
but i need to ask bennie first..
maybe i don wanna go on that day la..
feel better if i din see it..

this semifinal only a real war for this competition..
this is what i think of..
besides that, i heard that few teams are facing some problems..
some teammates quit, some instructor quit, and some ... i dunno la.
i just wish them good luck finally..


next paragraph..
here....
i got a sweet call before i sleep..
quite early la..
i sleep before 11pm yesterday..
after that, thing happen..

i walk on the street..
every peoples are busy ing with their own thing..
first time i forget to wear my watch and phone..
so exactly i dunno what time right now..
when i look to the sky..
it show me grey in color.. *means that night is gonna change the shift with day lo..
anything... i just hope no raining here..
at this moment, i look around and then look at myself..
where am i??
how come i wear like this de??
yi errr....i would like to make a call right now or ask people where here is..
but.. who should i ask??
whatever la..
i believe that i can found out where am i by myself!! yes, i can do it..
so i just keep move forward..
while i am walking.. i think of many things..
those things that in my heart...

wow..the environment is nice..
all the houses so nice and big.. *the ppl must be very rich de lo..
my movement slow down while i am watching around the houses..
big house, maids, nice car and so on..
STOP!!!
huh?? what happen??
in front at my left hand side..
got a bridge wor..
a very special bridge with a nice decoration..
or maybe i should call unique..
i never see before..
what will you do if you see this? go and have a look??
ya, sure i will do that..
normally right, what else will have if the place is able to attract people to come?
business?? yes, that's right..
there got a lots of things la.. the most special is there got sell soup oh!!!
wow.. how unique de business..

i just stay a while and then i continue my journey already..
tak ada seorang pun saya yang kenal.. haiz..
ops...
suddently someone call me..
i look to where the voice from..
i see a guy over there..
he looks friendly wor..
then we chat a while...
so nice la.. he know i lost at here and then he want to help me out..
hehe... so gan dong tim..
will you follow if you are me??

but i will..
he seem like know this place so much..
haha i gonna get the way out la.. YEAH ~ ~
god bless..
suddenly he told me that in front turn right after then i will get the way out liao..
then thing gonna happen right now...

suddenly.. tiba-tiba..
i found that hor...
all of this right....
it just a .....
























jokes..
HAPPY APRIL~ FOOL..
paiseh ya.. i write non sense here..