dEEp BluE~ ~ hoteL

故事情节～～

2010-07-02T17:39:00.002+08:00

最近我都在阅读一系列小说名叫暮光之城。
一部不错看的小说。。
故事情节总是围绕在一名吸血鬼，爱德华和另一名人类，贝拉。
越深入的探讨这部小说，我越觉得里面的故事与我相识。
喜欢看小说的，不妨去了解下这部系列吧～～

最近的生活，总是起起落落。但，有谁不是呢？？
每当我决定了某些事时，过程中总有个程咬金出现。
也让我的思绪像波浪般汹涌不定。。
还好，我身边有群很要好的兄弟。。
他们都在我很需要时出现，助我一臂之力。
感谢！！
人家说大雨过后总会有彩虹！！
希望我的彩虹能快点出现！！

我的宝贝，她人不舒服。。
发烧（38.7度）
还好没把她的脑给烧坏, 不然我也不知如何是好。
刚给了电话，很憔悴的声音。
没能见她一面怎样也让我不放心。。
想见她的心如果转换成现金，那应该是数不完的金！！

改革？！

2010-04-24T14:21:00.003+08:00

话说某一天的晚上。。
事情演变成一种很僵的地步。。
难不免总要有人挺身而出，也就是我。。
然后，一场辩论大战时在所难免的。。

过程中，少林，峨嵋，华山和丐帮都使出了浑身解数。。
只怕在过程中如有一点差错，就会身首异处！！

几句钟后，
我见到大家的脸上都流露出一种释然的表情。。
就好象身上的重担给放了下。。
好事或坏事就由以后来打算吧～～

ｎｅｘｔ，
话说一位热爱跳舞的青少年。。
本身很爱户外活动，
也想把这些回忆都保留，
所以就去学摄影。。
过程中，他爱上了。。

可现在有个蛮好的念头产生了。。
很想去新加坡发展。。
学习下当地的舞蹈文化。。
ｂｕｔ，在金钱和时间的考量下。。
好难选择啦！！

充实自己，是这样的吗？？

2010-03-26T16:49:00.003+08:00

突然想写华语。。

当我在kopi street吃午餐的时候，想了好多事情。
总觉得时间过得好快哦~～
再多三个月就半年了。。
很多人都会说：　好好的充实自己的每一天～~
试问下，有谁做到呢？？

往往时间总是过得很快的~～
一分一秒的流失～~
年纪就渐渐的增加~～
可是面对着镜子里面的自己，感觉上自己还是没变！！（除了脸上的皱纹）

今年的我，已经是三张的一半了。。
可是，一样的一无是处！！
半点成就都没有！！

留意和观察周围的亲朋好友。。
每个都正在往自己的目标前进！！
而我呢？？

如果说我们出世时就像一张白纸的话。。
那我现在就想是一张还没上色的纸！！
我需要颜色！！！！！

dull friday~ ~

2010-01-29T15:58:00.004+08:00

what a heavy rain right here..
its happen at the right time when i am such boring and alone here..
so lucky which is it happened after i back to office..
i feel not really okay this few days..
plus my life here now~ ~
whoever know me then should know what am i doing right??
wall surrounding and talk with wall here..
lol..

ignore it..
lets talk back to yesterday, thursday.. hehe

i reach here at 11 something..
no lunch (orange din find me and i also lazy to go outside)
suddenly i received a message from my dear..
she wrote that she is qualify to work at the skin world (wisma hap seng, beside shangri-la hotel)
wow~ ~so happy to heard that..
and of course i did congratulation to her too..

who know, she ask can she come to find me??
wah!! wah!! wah!!
sure i won said NO lo.. hehe
So, she was coming..
on that time, i was so curious that what transportation she took??
she came by bus after i asked her!! (she know de mer)
haha my heart really worried about her so much..

the story for on the way she came to studio..
ops.. she took wrong bus and reach at kotaraya there!!
totally wrong destination wor.. (hak sei me!!)
whatever, she get the right bus there..
i really scare she will mang zhang there but she doesnt did it there..
just complaint with me that the bus too shake and make her uncomfortable there..

finally, she reach studio here..
first thing, we got a tight hug there..
quite impress when i saw her that time.. Love R..
so i spent my lunch with her at a bakery cake house there..
we ate tong yam pan mee and tong yam fried rice, plus snacks..

quite pity her here..
really nothing can let her do..
however, she brought game here to play with me..
lol..
i won her first time.. haha quite happy..
the time and memory pass through slowly..

after the class, we got to took bus back to my home..
wah!! about 25 minutes we wait at kepong here..
then about30minutes we wait at batu 5 there..
so, 11pm something reach at my house..
go in there and chit chat a while with my mum and sister.. hehe
my mum still said why go back so fast wor??
i told her that very late now and cinderalla got to go..
or else, her clothes will lubang lubang and wat dat wat dat/.. haha

then, next round before get her back..
UMARANI.. haha
crazy..
both of us..
we order, 1 maggie goreng, 1 roti 8(eight), 1 roti tisu, limau ais, milo ais, satay (5 chicken and 5 mutton)
eat and eat..
haha much more enjoying if without moi there..

finally, times up!!
cinderalla got to go back home lu..
a goodbye kiss before she get in home...
then ending..

after bath, we had a phone talk about 40 minutes gua..
then i invite her to sleep together seens that she got work..
hehe
Miss you badly..
from your Love B

25/1/2010, monday

2010-01-25T17:57:00.003+08:00

what a hot weather outside today..
exactly burning my skin when i was coming here..
however, had a lunch with miss orange at "lat jiu pan mee"
a bit regret that i put too much CHILIS without notice it..
So, the fact is, i went to toilet and vomit till tears on the half way i ate the mee.. lol..
what for to pity ourselves but i did it.. "ben la"

actually we were not planning to go there one..
who know, the sui ba wong was close today..
i really don know it close on monday one wor..

anyway, skip it..
back to yesterday.. haha
my lovely dear went for part time at wisma hap seng there..
beside the SHANGRI-LA hotel..
i was so hard to find it with the address that she sent to me..
haha
however, i got her finally..

then, we went for the lunch with my fren, fei..
at Gombak there..
haha again, i thought that i went wrong way.. lol..
quite cha sui lo..
finally, i was wrong.. hehe
GOT CHA!!!

the weather was hot like summer!!
totally burning your skin.. (no bei min one)
sat there also can feel the hotness!!
we order 3 nasi lemak with rendang chicken..
wow.. the rendang chicken very nice and delicious..
eat eat eat.. then jiu go back home la.. hehe

at home, my dad was sleeping that time.
home alone..
great moment!! haha
skip it..

prepare time!!!
going to wedding later at janbo restaurant, cheras branch.
quite funny lo..
it was raining when we on the way..
my dear so geng..
she said sure heavy rain at night..
lol.. bingo lo..

however, really thanks to her for accompany me to the wedding..
funny thing come..
about 4 or 5 groups having wedding there...
haha first time we enter the restaurant not through the front door but with the lift..
and the lift was built inside one!! haha geng dao..

my frens all keep pushing us to drink!!
finally, one of fren surrender and vomit tim.. lol..
it was 10 something when we get back..
first time i don have car to use at night..
really first time..
my dad said his motor broken and then he drive the car..
chew..
don panic don panic..

don matter how, i still get her home..
hehe
really cant wait till the coming sunday now..
lalalaaaaa ~ ~

New Life

2010-01-11T18:17:00.003+08:00

erm.. 11/01/2010

what a new day for me..
today, i woke up at 9am but my working hour was 12pm.. lol
however, i spent my time with bathing, breakfast and taking bus.
it was 11 something when i reach studio here.
once again i used the key to unlocked.

i step in~ ~
the feeling just like very fresh and new..
a lots of things wait me to handle off..
i got to use this first week to overcome it all..
pressure come near by me but i feel so exciting this time..
hope that i can paint some color at here~ ~

back to yesterday..
we lose to ourselves..
wondering..
i wonder that our major competitor is not the outsider but is us!!!!
we cause the consequences..
i won cry for this but i will catch it up and try next time..

maybe this was a good thing as well..
if not, no one will wake up one including me!!
confuse, lose, and afraid please go away!!

lost~ ~

2009-12-16T14:58:00.002+08:00

feel lost my way recently~ ~
totally no idea with what am i doing~ ~
all things..
not brave enough..
die also scare!!!!
feel like in the jungle..
all trees talls till cover the light~ ~
dark surrounding me..
i cant see the direction where to go?!?!?!?!

i really hope that this is a dream but not a fact..
so that i do not need to face it..

i am back to my crew again where a lots of funny giving to me from..
i really glad that i did one good decision..
feel like~ ~ don wanna leave them anymore..
however, i still need to find a career to backup me anyway..

really feel so lonely~ ~
i din share with anyone with this ever ...
only here i dare to share..

haiz..

19&20 september, wedding

2009-10-14T20:04:00.006+08:00

story start with showing this picture..
19 september 2009
i went to my cousin's wedding at my hometown there..
went back at early morning..
we got to attend the wedding at the same day night..
meanwhile, eating and playing..
its time to get ready here..

after that, chapter 2..
this is their represent toys..
quite normal but it is represent two of them..
so it brings meaning to us..
At night, all of us get ready and went to the wedding..

show you some pictures..

*paiseh ya.. almost all of the pictures all in the SLR camera..

my card reader cant detect..

in the car..

nothing can attract me except you..

who am i thinking of??

miss you....

uploading..

2009-10-14T17:05:00.006+08:00

diary..

2009-09-10T00:05:00.003+08:00

seem like everyone are busying with their things...
sounds good to see or hear that..
half year pass and another half come and take over..

i just back from hometown..
to attending my cousin's wedding..
almost all of my hometown relatives get marry already..
wow..

owh.. quite traffic jam during hari raya that time..
sat in the car till my pet pet no feeling at all..
keep complaining..

other than that, N crew will be having a show performances at mid valley on this coming saturday and sunday..
finally, another one job to doing so..

suffering

2009-08-01T05:12:00.003+08:00

time = 5.12am midnight

suppose i am sleeping right now..
but i am not..
erm..
studio not nice..
'ngan kok kok'
hard to sleep..
so i sacrifice it and blogging.. hehe
we are going to penang later..
ngek ngek
wonder who gonna to drive but sure is not me!!
paiseh la..
i so pity..
try to imagine and see..
your are very tired but cant fall asleep..
very suffer!!
quite a bad idea to overnight at here..
sorethroate somemore..
seriously no even one ppl asleep right now..
all lying on floor and doing worm.. haha
keep complaining.. ngek ngek

competition at penang..
seriously first time go there for competition..
normally i went there to visit my relatives or food..
yeah!!
penang food!!!
wait for me!!
I AM COMING SOON..
few hours later...

got a new member for this time competition..
routine din change much but pity her..
she got to catch up all of that within 3 days..
meanwhile i shoud said she just learn about 1 and half days..
today, she cried out there..
preassure and some look so scary..
haha
god bless her!!

normally ppl will think about competition right??
why i am not??
i think of penang food here...
not so hungry now..
ah!!
our crew member - oren
she was there as well..
wonder can meet up her or not??
try la anyway..
ya..
our cheychey so nice..
she went to jusco and bought some biscuit for us..
she scare we will be hungry in the car wor..
so nice!!
haha
but not enough la aiyo..

however, i really hope that i won fishing on the stage la..
because i will realy do it if i feel tired..

okay la...
bye la...

diary

2009-07-29T00:38:00.003+08:00

lala~ ~
come back again..
erm..
sorry for late update my secret here..
my fault... i know.. hehe

recently i was busying with my dance practiced..
ya, this coming saturday..
we are going to penang for F&N competition..
3 more days to prepare that..
hope that we are well prepare for that..
anyway, wish N-Crew good luck la.. haha

wow... now only i realize that my birthday coming soon..
next week if i am not mistaken..
err.. never think of how to celebrate about that..
because quite normal for me..
lol..
other than that, i always hate birthday!!
:- i will get elder and the number of my ages keep increasing..
tak mau la... aiyo..

2 more ppls join us..
pressure coming..
hehe..
next time, we need more than 2 cars to hang out lu.. haha
wait for that..

aligato!!

2009-06-27T03:29:00.003+08:00

27/6/2009, saturday, 3.30am

yoo yoo yoo yoo~ ~
feel so guilty and no responsibility to my blog...
din maintain it well..
at here... paiseh to everyone ya!! haha

my house's connection have a big big problem here..
so i was so lazy to online at home..
besides that, i almost practice everyday..
break dance = break my bone man!!!

a few competitions to participate..
so we got to work more hard...
paiseh la adui..
i will try la try la..

that jolene lo..
ngam me and complaint me when we got a small gathering at sunway pyramid today..
lol..
she said when only i will update??
stop at breakout here and when only don break??
then okay lo..
i ma here to write something..

sob sob...
crazy..
i am sure that this one must be non sense post..
however, i will try to update as fast as possible i can..

now on, i miss a lots of friends here..
din meet up quite long time since the dreamz competition..
wow~ ~
wonder when only can see..
erm...

dunno...
anyway, everyone in this world..
PLEASE TAKE CARE YOURSELF AND ALERT seen that H1N1 become so serious now..
bye bye lu~ ~

break + out!!

2009-05-27T13:27:00.004+08:00

24/5/2009, sunday

yeah~ ~
why im so excited about today??

first, i take a leave for today..
second, i am going to watch BREAK OUT COMEDY..

supprisingly, i slep until 1pm then only i leave my lovely bed..
wow~ ~
wonder how long i sleep more than 6 hours??
few months ago if im not mistaken..

skip all my daily activity..
there already 7.30pm after i get ready myself..
i reach there at 8 something..
full seats there..
dancers all around..
sigh..
me?? just go alone..
actually still ok there..
but feel lonely when the time they ask about that..
: huh?? you just come alone ah?? why so cham??
sigh..

i meet jolene and her crew members there after show..
they are going to clubbing later..
because those korean breakdancers will be there also..
venue : china white
time : 12am...

before we go there..
we go for supper or dinner for them..
big group of ppls..
about 20 ++ persons..
jackson sit beside me oh!!
beside me oh!! haha

having fun there..
and i meet 2 of my brothers there..
fate or what??
lol..
always less one ppls..

anyway, reach home at 4 am..
i got to slep as soon as possible because i got to wake later at 7am..

26/5/2009, tuesday

at the early morning..
wow~ ~
still tired here..
and the weather seen like gonna rain..
no way.. sister please..
don treat me like that..

en.. she is treating me very nicely..
rain start at afternoon around 1 or 2 something..
haha
that time, i already reach my workplace safely and enjoy here..
thanks ya..

ah!! forgot to tell that..
tonight, i am gonna to watch PRINCE SIDDHARTHA at istana buday which is my workplace here..
alone again??
haha
it doesn't happen this time..
fei fei, yee vern, dear and i..
because i only got 4 free tickets here..
consider as very lucky..
normall part timers won get a free tickets one!!
hehe

7 something..
i saw them already..
all dress nice nice there..
handsome gettleman, and pretty sexy lady..
p/s : fei told me that hor.. she kill all guys' focus point!!
i dunno because i was not around there..
but she is pretty..

the show is about 2 hours and 45 minutes..
quite long..
not a boring show but!!!!!!
i wanna to complaint about the seats..
not nice..
make my pet pet so pain...
and cold somemore..

maybe i was very tiring..
i was trying my best to don fall asleep..
controling..
luckily she was beside me..

however, i was enjoying the show till the end..
erm..
after that, we need to fetch dear back first coz she cant late to back home..
haha
actually consider as late already that time..

so just 3 of us going to eat our dinner at kok doh there..
ops..
1 am to slep again..
that's why i am so tiring now..

COUNTDOWN..
5 more days for my OT~ ~

a pretty sat~ ~

2009-05-23T12:00:00.003+08:00

23/5/09, saturday, day

my overtime life has been start from yesterday..
it was killing me here because i got to stay here from 9am till 9pm..
as a active person like me (but im not hyperactive)..
sit properly become a hard mission for me..
so that i will always talk and talk..
within this 3 months..
i knew a lots of fren here..
no matter malay or indian..
they are so kindness here..
they will do me a favor when the time i need help..
we are helping each others..
quite enjor my life here..
therefore, all peoples are nice and friendly..

unfortunately, this is my last month to be here..
or i should said last week!!
after that, my life empty again..
gonna find something to fill it up..
any idea??

my first time OT yesterday..
now only i realize that the night view of istana budaya was so nice..
sorry that im not able to upload the photo right now..
don worry..
i will post it as soon as possible..
let's share what i have with all of you..
hehe xD

and also my first time to reach home at 10.30pm..
wow~ ~
quite late..
other than that, i saw my collegues keeping their things and gonna go back at 6pm..
that time, i really so 'bu she de'..
i always say bye to them..
but my turn to stay here and they bye to me..

today..
i came here as usual..
but a bit early this morning..
8.20am i reach here but my working hour start at 9am!!
wow..
even guard also lough at me..
hehe

ya, i know them..
yesterday, a supervisor also shocked about that..
ans ask..
: how come you know so many ppls here??
erm.. i really dunno..
from cleaner, guard, waiter or waitress, stuff or even customers also become my frens..
from stranger become fren..
this is what out of my expectation here..
i just think that simply to having my life here and then leave here without any notification..

who know, that day they asked me about this question suddenly..
so i told them about when will i gonna to leave here..
the emotion that i read from their face which is a bit upset..
the feeling is just like a fren gonna leave out of your group..
ya, thanks for that..
and i appreciate it..

tonight..
i gonna to go cheras there after here..
one of my fren call fei fei..
he is going to celebrate his birthday there..
erm.. so for those who got read my blog here..
just leave a comment here to wish him..
hope that he can living much more well with all of your wishes here..
thanks a lots..

O~T~

2009-05-21T15:38:00.004+08:00

21/5/2009, thursday, raining day

a cold morning today..
seriously, i still freezing when i was bathing this morning..
so i decided to make a quick bath and faster go off..
WALAU...
cool dao!!

afternoon..
the weather looks good..
i think this should be a nice day for me..
who know..

my lovely sister..
tahu siapa??
neh~ ~
my RAIN sister lo..
she got OT (overtime) here..
and work till she very tention...
because of that, she spread out her sadness to all the peoples..
that is what outside being now..
* i in the office..

i got a lots of programs now..

first, dance breakout comedy on this coming sunday..
got my famous korean bboy team..
i think this should be very nice, interesting and cool..

second, i got the prince siddhartha free ticket..
and i am going to watch this on next coming tuesday..
the duration of this show about 2 hours and 45 minutes..
wow..
show start at 8.30pm..
haha
quite late after show..

erm.. third...
your know MANCHESTER UNITED??
a famous english premier leagues' team will be coming and having a friendly match here..
all the awesome player are here..
other than that, early bird can go to see their training the day before the match..
wow... nice one!!
therefore, the tickets price are affordable compare with last time..
so, for those who are interest with this..
can click the html below..
http://www.ticketpro.com.my/jnp/sports/159869-Manchester-United-Asia-Tour-2009-Malaysia.html

start from tomorrow..
i got to overtime everyday until 9pm..
not so late actually..
but the worst thing which is i got to go back by bus..
GOD bless please..

nuclear~ ~

2009-05-19T14:16:00.003+08:00

19/5/2009, day, Tuesday

Grandpa Sun has a nice work today..
maybe too hardworking..
because of that, it cause the weather very hot here..
but compare with summer at other country..
it just consider as 'so so' la..

suddenly miss my grandma Moon so much..
sigh..
still left few hours to wait for that..

Miss bullshit wanna rest..
Mr Normal turn..

yesterday i heard of a new and cause me shaking here..
shaking?? ya, shaking..
i din eat any pils ya!!
erm..
sometimes, things are not same as what you see by external..
therefore, something that you don't really know is happen behind you..
even what you see also become fake in the end..
ripley believe it or not??

i din blame for something here..
just i wish everything are smooth going as what i see here..
relationship just like a game or even i can describe as a business..
how long you want this is depends on how are you going to maintain..
complicate as well..
how the meal feel like is depends on how the way you cook..

responsibility!!
ya..
this is what we should have..

2th months~ ~

2009-05-18T14:25:00.003+08:00

17 may 2009, sunday, day

i wake up before 7am..
hehe
going to joging later..
its a cool morning but it din cool down my heart..
i go for a quick bath and get ready..
after that, im going to segambut to pick up my dearest..
>> yEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i give her a morning call after i turn power on the car..
she only wake up that time..
then i jokes with her that i am wake up late too..
she believe and said nvm wor.. *laugh
meanwhile, i told her that i was joked and she shock there...
she straight away wake up and ready to ready herself..

listen to this song (我听见有人叫你宝贝) when i am driving..
my fm is playing this..
sometime right..
this is what we call fate..

so at MRR 2 there..
metropolitan park is our destination..
we go there for joging..
wow..
sunday also known as family day..
why say so??
here, most of them coming by a group of family..

what a big park there..
one round only and it already take us quite a long time..
from the way that we go, peoples pass by..
i saw my ex student..
children playing around there.. *cute
watch the fish in the lake.. * a bit dirty
at last, one round done and then we go playround there..

lol.. those children very bad de lo..
uncle cannot play de mer?? lol..
don wan ma don wan lo..
hehe

a while after, we are going for our breakfast..
at manjarela there..
go home when we finish our breakfast..
beside that, i meet sieow yee's mum there..
*second times i meet friends..

haha..
she gonna go to my house with me..
quite nervous there..
izzit first time will become like that one??
funny la..
wonder how will i look like on that time..

1pm something..
fei fei call me..
ask me to get ready..
so, dear and i fai fai get ready for that at my house..
1.30pm then we go down la..

one utama..
we go to GSC there and looking for tickets..
finally, we choose angels & demons..
sigh..
the nearest times are selling fast..
so we decide to watch at 5.10pm..
the 3rd row count from the stage..
we bought it few hours away..
imagine and see how many peoples going for that??

here, meet an ex students again..
haha lol..
how come huh?

erm..
lets talk about this movie first..

the movie start from the ROMA there..
a paus passed away..
this is consider as very big deal there..
he is holding the same power level as their president..
seriously..
a war begin after that..
they are looking for a new paus..
and the participant of paus been kidnapp..
so, they go and find professor Langdon at harvard university there..
they need his intelligence to find out the truth..
fight, murder, misunderstood happen in between..
at the end, sun risk and truth is there..
everything become clear and clear..

this is quite a nice movie..
should go and watch..
don miss it..

we plan to go for dinner after the movie..
before that, fei still wanna to watch one more!! *lol
2 choices here..
look out point or setapak..
we wanna to go to look out point there actually..
however, we know at the end disappointment is waiting for us if we go look out point..
why say so??
outside seem like going rain..
and no more night view to see if there is happening..

no matter what..
we unable to get the restaurant at wangsa maju there..
disappointed appear at fei's face and voice..
anyway, we go to wong kok at brem mall there...

fried rice..
black pepper chicken chop rice..
spagehti..
curry fish balls..
ying yong..
sour drink..
honey lemon..

*this is all what we order..

ops..
quite late here..
gonna slep lu~ ~
quite a tired day for me..
BUT~ ~
i am enjoying the whole moment with you..
and the leaf..
i wil keep it very well..
haha

shi lin taiwanese restaurant

2009-05-18T12:58:00.002+08:00

saturday, 16/5, day

i stayed at home the whole day after i back from one utama with my parents..
supposingly go out with dear..
but she got to go with her family at the end..
so we cancel it as well..

one more day..
gonna 2 months already..
still expecting for that..
otherwise, i stayed at home and wait it pass by me..

i think this should be a normal weekend for me..
but sometime thing is not what you think..
online, play game and chat with frens..
one of my fren - fei fei..
he nudged and chat with me..
after that, he was inviting me to yam cha with him..

that's for sure i will join seens that i was free..
begin our gossip there and end it around 1am..
after that, i played my game again for while and then go for bed..
need to have a good rest because i have to wake up early tomorrow..

ok..
see ya..

everthing is gonna be all right~ ~

2009-05-16T12:15:00.002+08:00

erm..
ya, everything is gonna be all right..
bad thing gone..
and good thing will replace it..
just same as grandpa SUN will replace RAIN brother..

at here..
remind and advice to those bad temper peoples..
please think before you speak out..
avoid from bad thing out from you and hurt your dearest..
so, make this as your habbit..
always think porperly before you talk..
i know this is quite hard..
but you have to try..
speak slow a bit..
or else, you know what will gonna happen!!

thanks.. hehe

please ignore this~ ~

2009-05-14T13:45:00.003+08:00

i got no idea..
what happened actually??
bad temper back again..
lost control to my EQ..
feel don wanna talk..

wanna alone..
and i need to..
i still able to act in front of ppls..
but the question is..
do i need to??

a wet day..
rained yesterday..
all of the workers seem like wake up late today..
because very jam when i go to work..
and me..
listen to my fm(101.8)..
and just concentrate to the fm..
no matter what happen to outside no more important to me..
no more curious to the external environment..

i need a rest..
mean what??
i wanna be silent..
i begin admire my fren..
he can so silent sometime and ppl already familiar with his situation..
can i do that??

ppls are always learn something from the mistake that he did..
yes, i do..
i feel so guilthy and bad mood after that..
haiz...
i believe that apologise is mean nothing right now..
please ignore this..
i just don feel like wanna put in my heart..

at the same time, almost 'rain' when i read the novel..
haiz..
other than that, very sad..
because miko's zai zai passed away already..
what a sad thing..
this is one of the reason which i not dare for pet..
i cant even imagine that coming day when it leave me..
god bless them..

how to smile when you feel sad??
any way for that??
feel like to listen to those sad songs..

hands cold..
outside is hot..
but office here never turn to hot..
no more motivation here..
so far..
i wonder what i want..

faceless and hopeless..

a meaningless article here..

coming soon~ ~

2009-05-12T12:38:00.003+08:00

saturday & sunday~ ~

hehe i just stay at home..
totally stay at home..
except going dinner with family..
my mother's day..
erm..
very easy..
we go out and dinner at sentul there..
2 hours there..
1 hour - waiting..
1 hour - eat..

after that, stay at home again..
however, i think that the total hours of this 2 days rather than the total hours i stay at home for a week..
seriously.. hehe

12/5/2009 tuesday, hot day

erm..
i start from the weather first..
oh my~ ~
peoples are so complicated..
why say so??
because hor..
rain that time, we complain..
hot that time, we complain too..
So, i wanna to complaint the weather!!!
damn hot..
early morning, my best fren (grandpa SUN) make me so dizzy and hot..
so of course, i need more water supply..
other than that, im sleepy..
don care so much and keep continue my dream..

so i din wear lens today..
tired and eyes pain..
should let it rest..

my shirt wet when i reached istana budaya here..
wow..
cant even escape from the hot weather..
so my organs stand up and keep compaint to me..
: HOT~ ~ ~ ~!!!!

11/5/2009, monday, excited day, hot

excited??
how come??
en.. going to watch movie later.. hehe

so i told my mum that don reserve my dinner tonight..
ps: very hot..

daily work as usual at office here..
i keep check to my watch..
wait for the time coming..
anyway, i feel good today..

nothing special happen..
so that, my mood keep feel good for the whole day.. haha
: - i feel good!!! yeah~ yeah~ yeah~ ~

qiang qiang qiang~ ~qiang~ ~ ~ ~
going 6pm..
its time to get ready and settle all my document..
lala~ ~ *happy
change my shirt and wait for her..
*FY will fetch her come to find me.. thanks her..
wait ah wait..

while waiting for my dear..
i take out my phone and keep capture..
plants, sky, and also me.. hehe
on the same time, i decide to wait at inside..
because hor..
outside very hot..
more a while..
a saw a merz reach there..
and then "my love" ring..
hehe..

i know she is calling me..
: hallo~
: hallo~ where are you??
: me ah.. here lo.. i saw the car already..
: ya mer?? how come i din see you?? *somemore a bit noisy there..
: you wait for while la.. im coming soon..
: en en..

i walk out from the door...
then a malay mak cik asked me..
: ah fu.. itu kawan yu ke??
: en, ya la.. saya sedang tunggu mereka.. hehe
: kereta lawanya..
: hehe

then i go over them.. hehe
i saw an open mouth from the far post..
haha carmen tu..
laugh till like that.. kelakar la..

after that, should be dear and i went to pavilion actually..
who know..
all of them skip the class and go together..
a bit jam outside but we totally din feel that in the car..
because talk and laugh fulfil the whole car.. kiki..

when reach the main entrance of pavilion..
we need to seperate into 2 teams..
they go to looking for food..
and we need to buy the tickets first..

at here.. soemthing need to say..
how come pavilion so big and don hv some clear direction for us??
is our problem or what?
lol.. very hard to find the cinema..
we ask the security guard but still reach at the wrong place..
finally, haha.. yeah.. 2 tickets for coming soon at 8pm..

after this, we were going to find them..
again..
we need to try with our luck..
destination at sasa..
owh~ ~
GPS can use in the compplex??
ish.. haha

shop.. eat at oldtown.. then forever 21..
hehe dear forgot already we still need to watch movie..
i din remind her because she was so enjoying there..
fortunately, von remind her about that..
so, a bit rush for that..
few minutes after, we reach cinema..
without waste our time to buy anything, we were looking for hall 7..
toilet before we step in the cinema..

i really thought less ppls de lo..
who know, lol..
okay okay la..
no ppl purchased there when i bought for that row..
somemore hor.. those ppls hor.. aiyo..
put up their legs to the front seat..
almost all.. ( sorry for those who are not ya.. hehe)

about the movie..
erm..
coming soon is a thailand horror movie..
they talk their language and i don know at all..
sound like scolding bad word there..
chai ya chai.. always got chai one..

quite scary but not for me..
even though i seldom watch horror movie..
a bit interesting but quite short..
seriously..
first time i heard ppl laugh when watching this kind of movie..
really de lo..
i just afraid of that ghost..
a bit scary with her make up..
especially, her red eyes..
feel like she was looking at me.. but i hope that is not..

we going for cab after the movie finish..
RM 35 to my house..
lol.. i just don like the first malay guy!!!!
hehe..

feel that a bit messy today..
sorry for that..
not in a good form..
anyway, we will out again after her exam la..
have to wait until almost june..
hehe

story ~ 1

2009-05-12T11:56:00.002+08:00

爱可以是一瞬间的事情，也可以是一辈子的事情。

每个人都可以在不同的时间爱上不同的人。
不是谁离开了谁就无法生活，遗忘让我们坚强。

人这样的生物，
仔细一看，原来是伤痕累累的。
是否被爱，每个人有不同的感受。
重寻旧梦的代价往往是我们付不起的。

人世间的幸福，总会令人好看一点。
因为微笑，我才了解爱。
身上一切，看似不经意，却是我苦心经营，希望你快乐。

你说：不如送我一双雨鞋。不如，你送我一场春雨。
那么即使我流泪，在雨中，也不容易被你看到。
世事其实都是在它适当的时候降临，只是我们没有适当的心情去迎接它。

因为爱他，所以离开他。我喜欢这句话。
有些感情如此直接和残酷。容不下任何迂回曲折的温暖。
带着温暖的心情离开，
要比苍白的真相要好，纯粹的东西死的太快了。
感情被懂得是一种幸福，等待着被懂得是一种孤独！

因为爱过所以懂得，
因为失去所以容易满足，
因为留恋所以珍惜。。。。。

2009-05-08T12:57:00.002+08:00

i know exam "coming soon"..
so i found this from someone blog..
might be useful for that..
so i just post here as a reference la..
hope it is work for you..
hehe

2. 语文科
多看书，不能读完整本书，就在有空时多读报纸杂志。
一个星期写至少一篇作文写日记/部落格也有帮助
参考正式marking scheme,了解每科对作文的要求（篇幅长短、内容要求等）

华文试卷1
多游览中文网站，阅读散文集。
不要在“语法”和“讯息处理”不必要地失去分数。
文言文：多练习，看不懂的先含糊过去，看看题目，从中得到提示，再把短文多看几遍。可以把一些通假字和多义字记起来，考试前复习。
名句精华：多背诵，确保会用它造句，并大略知道其出处/作者（重要的而已，如李白、李商隐、论语等）。
每个作者有自己的风格，花时间琢磨，研究每个人写的句子有什么特点，这有利于背名句出处/作者。实在不能记就发明一些口诀来背。
白话文理解：
Objective: 答案在短文里，包括一些“依你之见/依你的想法”的题目，答案不能直接找到，可是答案提示在短文里，所以一定要多读几遍。尤其是记叙文（故事），边读边体会短文中人物当时的心情，环境等，有助于回答答案较模棱两可的问题。
Subjective：写越多答案越好，能写什么就写什么，只要没有逻辑上的冲突。答案尽量符合短文的思想/主题。

数理科
一定要做历年考卷。
上网去看网友和一些老师上载的资料。http://www.one-school.net/notes.html
Reading is not equal to studying
把一篇课文读过几遍，背下来，不是学书，是看字。无论是读什么，要边读边思考，常常问“为什么？”。不要以为Bio是死板的，只要会死背书就可以了。死背是Bio考不好的根本原因。搞懂了那些原理的逻辑，更能够帮助我们记得课文要领，并激发对所谓“死板科目”的兴趣。

Chemistry
实验比较多, 有点难记。准备一张纸，分成小格子，每学一个实验，就把图表简单地画在一张纸上，简略地写下实验过程/环境条件，不需要太仔细，能看懂就好，方便考试前快速回忆。例子：不用背Periodic Table, 考试局会提供，可是考SPM去翻Periodic Table很浪费时间，最好把一些重要的Group用口诀背起来。
我用的口诀：
Grp 18- Hercules Never Agreed Kissing Xena, Right? (Helium, Neon, Argon, Krypton, Xenon, Radon)
Grp 17- Fried Chicken Best in Asia (Fluorine, Chlorine, Bromine, Iodine, Astatine)
笔记：可以适当地涂上颜色，提醒自己化学物的颜色。

Physics
搞清concept至关重要。然后熟读Application的部分。多做练习，直到滚瓜烂熟，直到不用翻书找formulae。

Biology
多画Diagram有助于加强记忆。
应该把Bio当做一个大图片来读。
温习时不用Chapter by Chapter地读。比如，读鱼的Blood Circulatory system（F5）的时候可以顺便读鱼的Respiratory system （F4）/读Digestion of fats （F4）时顺便读Lymphatic System (F5), 这样可以帮助联想和了解。
Form 4 Chapter 4 非常重要，好好读，对后面的单元有帮助。

数学/高级数学没有捷径，多练习是关键。一个星期做一次Full Paper Test。

历史
Mind-mapping很有效。
复杂的过程（如投票、批准一条法律的过程）可以画成漫画，加强记忆。
觉得读不进脑就不要再读，小睡/休息片刻再读。
如果能够，找一两个朋友交换笔记，可以节省时间。
可以约好一天，每人轮流讲述一个单元/故事/过程。

5. 道德背
Nilai：背诵、手抄、默写掌握Answering Technique做笔记笔记需简短。
笔记和课文一样，就多余了。整齐不整齐不要紧，只要你看得舒服，能激发你的兴趣即可。最好能方便携带，放进口袋，等巴士、等人、有闲暇时就拿出来看。

6. 掌握回答问题的正确方法（尤其是SPM, answering technique尤为重要）
各个科目都有不同的回答技巧，掌握不到会失去很多分数。
一定要做历年考卷！做完后参考正式的Marking Scheme (老师通常会给。参考书也有，不过不是全可靠)
通过关键字（State, Explain, Define/ Berikan definisi, terangkan, berikan maksud etc.）和那道题目的分数得知题目要求

7. 考试前如何准备考试前几个星期用课本/参考书做复习。
准备一些书签，夹在你总是忘记的那一个部分，也可以在那边画个小星星。

3．做练习，进入状况，以免考试时头脑一片空白，犯迷糊。考试前夕
用笔记复习。
翻开每个Chapter 的 “Learning Outcomes” 部分或者课本的目录，一个个往下看，闭上眼睛回忆纲要，最好能写下来，对回答Essay Question 有帮助。有什么忘记或生疏的赶快学。

3．把以前的考卷拿出来看，找自己犯过的错误，以免重犯。

4．考试前几个小时不要花时间和朋友讲废话，越讲越紧张，又没学到东西。
利用这时间背那些你较没把握的东西。

5．如果已经学好，和那些学好的人一起考考对方，也许你有什么漏掉的每读到。

6．考试前几分钟检查自己放标签/画星星的部分会了没有。
从错误中学习
•分完考卷不要拼命找地方加分或和同学比较分数，应该花时间找弱点和错误。
•犯一些不应有的错误（比如忘记把计算机从radian mode换成degree mode）不是坏事，至少不是在真正考试中犯错，应吸取教训。
不要给自己找借口

1. 我会，可是太紧张，做不出来。”（Add Maths 考试最常见）真正会的人，看到题目就懂得怎么找到答案，不会紧张。紧张代表你还不熟悉，应多练习。

2. 不要老是觉得没时间，时间是海绵里的水，挤不挤是关键。3. 考不好不要说自己笨，不但无济于事，而且打击信心。要相信勤能补拙。

belated post~ ~

2009-05-06T20:51:00.004+08:00

ya, this is the place that we went after the manjarela there..
this is a cake house that place at manjarela there..
long time din go there already..
what a ngam thing which i meet xiao ning there..
she just finish yam cha ing with her frens..

we just order 2 of this..
a slice of marble cheese cake and the honey & melon..
before that, we ate pizza at carrefour there..
main course done..
dessert turn..

na~~
this is the cake look like.. hehe
what a weak capture skill..

this is our drink..
compare with the picture below..
same or not??
our 'tian xin ai ren'.. hehe

qiang qiang qiang qiang~ ~
finish lu~ ~

an empty plates~ ~
an empty cup~ ~
all thing inside my mouth~ ~
i eat the whole~ ~
and we share the drink together~ ~

'the original lyric from my love"

an empty street~ ~
an empty house~ ~
a hole inside my heart~ ~
im all alone~ ~
and the room are getting smaller~ ~

yeah~ ~ finish lu~ ~
boo said : bill please... how much ya??
waitress : sir.. this is the bill, thanks..
boo : okok..

after that, chiu lo~ ~
ngai hao hoi sam ah~ ~ (hakka)
haha

sorry~ ~

2009-05-06T14:22:00.002+08:00

what will you feel after you read this??

七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了。

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，
每次男孩总是满载而归，
女孩却是两手空空，
女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，
独自一个
人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。
晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，
女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，
男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，
给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。
”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，
转眼，他们各自成长着。——纯纯的“对不起”。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，
然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，
然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，
等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。
可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。
他窃窃的从远处走来，
灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，
男孩却暗自窃喜，
然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。
”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，
告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，
于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。——“对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，
男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，
而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，
终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。
女孩委屈的哭起来，
可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。
”这场冷战持续了很久。
终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。
后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，
男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，
女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，
这一等就是凌晨，
女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，
男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？
”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。——“对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，
而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，
每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，
把家里收拾的干干净净，
她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，
男孩总问他为什么，
女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，
而每次没等女孩问，
男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，
那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，
她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，
然后随着剧情哭泣，
夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。
以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，
女孩从来不问，
可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”——“对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，
男孩的事业越来越好，
身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，
而女孩，几乎不出门了，
她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，
然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。
从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，
而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，
每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，
男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。
”女孩，失落的扣上电话，
那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。——“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，
她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，
她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，
而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，
那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。
女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，
她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。
终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，
轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，
眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，
也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，
更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，
而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。
那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，
那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，
男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。
可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，
那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。
女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，
往回家的方向跑，
男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。
”可女孩，
始终没有听见。——这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。
男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，
他想不到女孩可以去哪里，
因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，
男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。
这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，
有的在树叶边休息，
有的在水草里躲着，
各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。
“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，
也或许是我根本不想见到你，
我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』
应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，
我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，
我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，
而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，
我的手机已经不用了，
因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。
我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。
我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，
因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，
你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。
” 男孩按照地址找去，
他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，
并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，
可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，
而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，
女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。
——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……不要随意地说出对不起……

gan dong~ ~

2009-05-06T13:29:00.004+08:00

suddenly read ppls' blog...
saw this..
i feel so gan dong...
sorry if you mind that i post it here..
but i just wanna share with frens..

抽烟多年，男始终没戒。女讨厌烟味，男只好背着她偷偷地抽。她也睁一只眼闭一只眼，装作不知道。通宵赶报告时更不用说，简直参加了什么抽烟比赛。女常因他的烟，而咳得撕心裂肺。

他们的恋爱三周年纪念，约好到海过庆祝，女发现车座下有包烟。接着她把烟给没收了。她想尽了所有的办汗，来帮他戒烟，却相是没有起色。女说：“不如我去学抽烟，然后戒烟，再教你戒烟，好不好”？“或许真会有用呢？女决定了下来，”男说：“你都不会抽烟，干吗逼自己做不愿做的事啊？”那你怎样才能戒烟成功？女说：我担忧着，我不想失去你，她哭了起来。

到市中心时，看见一部拍大头的机器。女拖着他跑到机器前，投下硬币拍了两张。接着贴在他的钱包里。“要抽烟时，请看看照片里的我”。挣扎了许久，他厌倦了戒烟的问题总围在他们的身边，终于，提出了分手。她们在电话旁安静地掉了一夜的眼泪，结束了这段感情。

分手后，女孩过得特别轻松，但感觉却少了什么。有人在身边抽烟，传来的烟草味，她想想了他，想念他身上的烟草味，想念靠在他怀里的味道，那是烟草味。女孩开始了第一根烟。想他的感觉特别强烈。她将第二根呼出的烟雾，弥漫整个房间。日复一日，女孩离不开烟了，是抽烟上了瘾，还是什么已经不那么清楚，只知道抽烟。

一年后，她们偶遇在街上。如失散多年的老朋友，大家来到海边叙旧，女孩点起了一根烟。“你抽烟”他惊讶地看着女孩。“嗯，要吗？”她深深吸了一口，再递了包烟给他。“不，我戒了。”“什么时候戒的”，女孩惊讶他竟办到了。“半年前。为一个我爱的人”女孩没有回应，手指间的烟草在颤抖。多年来的感情，一直都希望他能戒烟，分手后竟不敌他半年前遇到的那个人，女孩觉得自己是彻底失败了。“你什么时候开始抽烟的？”“一年前。为一个我爱的人。”“那……你是想帮他戒烟吗”？“不，是我眷恋他的味道。”是自己吗，一年前他们刚分手。他在揣测。他打开钱包，给她看时头褪色的大头贴。“这是我为她戒烟的人。因为我想回到她身边。我戒烟了”。现在让我来教你戒烟，好吗？女孩看着他，哭了...

yummy~ ~ haha

2009-05-04T21:45:00.005+08:00

haha.. i capture this down when i went to my dinner with my family..
of course not only 2 of this food..
but i lazy to capture all..

wow~ ~ look at this.. this is call bali dong..
please correct me if im wrong ya..

erm.. char kuey teow..

okay~ ~ ~
next day...
when we went to mid valley at 1 may 2009..(labour day)
we plan to watch movie 'coming soon'..
so we go and Q up and bought the ticket...
na na na~ ~ evidence
under 18 de tim...
dear couldn't go in de lo.. haha

'coming soon' they chop that for what?? 18 + lol...

who know hor..
technical problem and cause we kan bu dao that movie..
refund or change another 1 movie??
we look look C C..
12pm.. 'make it happen'

i purposely take the coming soon as this ticket background.. ish..
so bad luck de lo.. haiz...
hey, everyone who been watched this movie..
please leave me a comment about this movie..
got gan dong or not??

after that, movie finish..
we decide to eat our lunch..
so.. again... W W C C..
haha
nah.. this la..

where will you saw this normally??
japanese restaurant??
yes, it is..

this hor...
just for fun...

we wait for our food come after we order..
while we are waiting..
gossip time..
chan chan chan chan~ ~
food come already la..

first of all, dear de..

wow~ ~ see.. nice or not??
got wu dong noodle..
the soup won so ham.. ngam ngam hao...
noodles hor.. can doi yao~ ~ tim..
sushi somemore.. i din eat dao.. hehe
the melon hor.. erm.. sweet la... coz she feed me de ma.. kaka

then, my turn....

na na na~ ~
my lunch..
nice ler?? hehe
erm.. that one is 'cold' noodle..
why i said that is cold??
coz hor...

see.. bottom got ice de lo... very cold de tim..

see the ice..
so pure and white.. * not colgate please..
anyone know how to eat this?? haha
i also asked the waitress to do me a favor then only i know..

first..
see this ingredience..
all put it into that tryangle bowl...
then wasabi is up to you either you wanna put or don wan..
put a little bit is nice la..
depends on your taste la..

after that hor.. next step is what??
haha ma you need to kau ah kau lo..
when the time you wanna eat hor..
just put your noodle into this soup..
that is not a hot soup..
but you still able to feel that the cold noodle oh~ ~
nice!!!

other than that, i still got this!!! >>>
chan chan chan chan~ ~
tempura...

this is a combination of prawn,
ai gua 'i seldom eat de lo' but hor.. this one is nice wor.. won eat till i feel very wat dat lo,
ubi keledek 'fan su' sweet and nice..
green pepper.. i force dear to eat half.. i not really feel the taste coz dear put wasabi on top..
hahahahahahahahahahaha

station next~ ~
3 may 2009

upload by tomorrow..
hohoho...

see ya.. haha

2009-05-04T14:17:00.004+08:00

1st may 2009 - labour day.. that mean my off day lu~ ~

lala~ ~
my dating again..
this morning... i wake up at 8am... and my dear too..
8 am.. oh~ ~
wow~ ~
reach her house at 9am...
dear - white jacket and black long trouser..
then we move to our destination - mid valley..

before 10am.. we reach there..
then we straight away go looking for the movie ticket... - coming soon (is a movie title)
consider many ppls there on the early morning..
Q up there.. no need to wait for long.. then our turn..

: hi.. good morning.. 2 tickets for coming soon please..
: ok ok.. 2 tickets for coming soon.. 11.15am sir.. is that ok for you??
: and under 18 are not allowed and they will check for that.. (he look dear that time..)
: ya, sure.. thanks for that..

paid then chaoz~ ~ haha
look at my watch (with a exxagerate pose)..
still got time.. what to do??
err..
ops.. my ex schoolmate there..
so i go and introduce my dear to her..

mcd there and chitchat..
dear so 'jie yi' that ticket seller lo..
feel that he suspect that dear is not enough 18..

almost 11am.. yeah~ ~
its time to go..
we go buy food first..
1 large pop corn, 2 drinks (haiz.. i forgot she cant drink cold de), mash potatoes, chipster (din eat also)haha
*photo will upload at nite..

when gonna give the ticket to them..
i am waiting to explain if they ask about that..
who know.. tak tanya pun..
no full seat there..
no ppl in front of us that time..
advertisement time..
sound - ada, screen - nothing..
is that new technology?? how come huh??
wait and wait, listen and listen, gossip and gossip..
suddenly..
light on..
what happen??

they just ask us to follow them to go out??
why?? this is cinema right?? not club ma right? lol..
erm.. finally, oh~ ~ some technical problem cause that and they refund or change another movie wor..
what the~ ~!!
we choose make it happen after that..

after the movie, i decide to having our lunch..
think and think, walk and walk..
a japanese restaurant call dunno what sakura de..
2 ppls - RM 70 + +

pool then..
ish~!!
a malay very mm seng mok de lo!!
not only spotlight.. but a damm spoiler!!!
kacau there..
we keep ignore him and enjoying there.. *ish..
only 1 game then cant continue anymore..
i got to go to studio liao..

that's all my dating life for this public holiday..
the further is all about training and training..
so i am going to skip it..

sunday~ ~ 3 may 2009..
its consider as a big day for me..
dreamz final competition held at subang the summit USJ..

i wake her up at 7am..
she is really tired.. how to say??
during the time i wake her up by call.. she fall asleep again..
i listen to her breathing in the phone..

after get yi ynn.
breakfast la then.. (is a must and very important de lo.. you tau tak?? haha)
at manjalera there..

3 of us but yi ynn don wanna eat or even drink..
haha then open wide your mouth la.. kaka~ ~
so dear and i go around and looking for our breakfast..
after order.. the way we back to our seat..
something happen..
duno what thing drop down from upstair and kena dear's right hand..
when i look properly..
i think that is bird de 'pai siet wu'..
not sure la..

what to do??
of course go wash hand la.. haha
i still kacau her that time..
she ask me to smell..
i did.. but she feel that i am playing wor..
so hor??
she ask me to kiss her hand wor..
kiss that part where kena that thing de wor..
should i??
ya, i did..
kiss ma kiss la..
lala~ ~

breakfsat finish..
alicia's house is the next station..
actually we are going there to help..
at the end.. nothing to help..
2 of them go salon, alicia, yi ynn, dear and i stay there..
while the moment to wait for them..
all of us are doing our own thing..

my dear dear hor..
suddenly wanna play wor..
then i ma accompany her lo.. kaka..

1115am like that..
got to go lo~ ~
duno what time we reach..
find fren and chit chat..
wow~ ~ twister genies' captain noel still remember me wor..
we chat a while there and then i go find others..
D 1 ah~ non stop~ tren students~ and a lots..

the whole competition are great and fanstatic..
i love it..
unfortunately i am one of the audiences but not dancer that time..

pizza hut after that..
my team, bennie, yi ynn, dear and i..
we are enjoying our pizza till before 6pm..
all seperate just like the dragon balls..

our couple time..
where to go??
some natural place wor..
so i think of this place..
i went there this morning..

manjarela gong yuan..
haha..
a lake in the middle..
ppls jogging, walking.. bird singing.. children playing.. wind..
wow~ ~ nice man..
we go there and walk..
she still wearing high heel shoes tim..
must be pity her de lo..
lucky thing is no mos there..

those ppl look at us.. very weird..
feel like we shouldn't been there with the dress that we wear..
lol.. ignore and ignore..

then hor.. hahahaha...
there got a road hor..
dunno how to say..
they build for leg massage..
stone up there.. and we walk on that..
quite pain de lo..

half way..
suddenly we plan a game..
dear step her legs on my legs..
she face to me.. and then we walk together..
hehe.. pain but fun..

oh my~ ~ dear cant tahan liao..
her legs very pain..
so i said go have some rest..
i saw a seat there..
then i bei' her to the seat there... hehe

when the time that we rest..
a group of indian are playing there..
so joyful and fun..
2 indian guys are running on the stone road..
owh god~ ~
pain de lo..
not believe then go have a try..

Mrs Moon coming to replace Mr Sun..
slowly dark here..
no more ppl walk the stone road..
then hor.. haha
dear wanna compete with me wor..
first of all, we run on the stone road..
but really pain la..
so we choose to fight on the street but not the stone road..
few way after.. sweat a lots.. legs a bit pain.. (i still ok but she very pain la)
i more healthy lo.. kaka~ ~

erm.. shouldn't stay here anymore..quite a far way from here to our car park there..
hehe..
i 'bei' her walk and walk..
going reach de la..
but i got to go to toilet.. hehe
so i put her down..
luckily got a public toilet there..

hehe
a sweet in the car..
then we go somewhere to drink and rest..
i choose De PASTRY CHEF there..
with an order of marble cheese and honey N melon..
we are enjoying there la..
erm.. the cheese cake is so tasty..
and the drink got 2 love shape melon tim.. haha
nice~ ~
take lots picture and play over there..
ignoring those ppl there and enjoying our moment..

9.30pm..
i need to sent her back already..
without wasting time..
i sent her back la..

today..
body tired..
but my heart are sweet and happy..
so satisfy with what we did this all day..
so memorable..
hehe..

erm.. i got to eat my lunch now la..
hehe
bye lu~~
ngik ngik~ ~
sweet...
lala~ ~

2009-04-30T13:30:00.002+08:00

wow..
what will you do if your timetable all crash together??
how to adjust??
erm...
thinking and thinking..
i cancel the teaching class due to the team need to practice..
they got competition on this coming sunday..
this is what i could do for them right now..

wednesday..

as usual..
nothing happened..
but i was so tired and sleepy here..
i got an appointment with my collegues to watch the show at istana budaya..
who know??
some error happened and cause that we cant watch that already..
thats mean tonight just go back home lo..

after that, few hours after..
my team leader called me..
ask me to go to studio tonight after i work..
ops..
ya, this was what i forgot to do..
ish...
old already..
brain not function well..
it was so lucky..

i rush back to home..
that time, almost 8pm soon..
a bit rush la..
who know when i reached there right..
they were not there??
i was so curious that time..
i called them..
archeh~ ~
eating there wor.. lol.. (then what for i so rush?)
dinner also haven eat yet..

never mind la then..
i just been there and watched non stop practice there..
jun look so cool when she teach her students.. lol..
so funny lo..
expecially the orange and crazy siao po qiqi..
haha..
their characters were so funny..
should be nice on this sunday..
gambateh la..

ring~ ring~ ~
bennie called me?!?!
i answer and she asked where am i??
there are so noisy..
so i ma find somewhere to talk lo..
suddenly, i saw a ppl so familiar de??
lol..
who i saw??
bennie wor..
she called me at studio there..
zha dao!!!!

training started..
not more than 1 hour..
then class room full already..
what to do??
so i bring them to downstairs and dance in front the summer sense there..
haha..
a while after, kenny and xian need to go back home already..
aiyo.. then who teach kelvin??
unfortunately, i just got to cancel the training there la..

very hungry..
quite late that time..
so i decided just to drink a cup of milo..
then bath..
after that, i went to find my best fren as soon as possible..
beh tahan anymore..
my eyes got to close the shop already..
bye..

thursday..
i should have class tonight..
but cancel already..
i need to go to studio to look after them..
tomorrow need to train somemore..
whole day maybe..
owsh..
paiseh ya..
i will always complaint when i in unwell condition or tired..
complaint nia..
after that will fine de la..
may be this is one of the way to release my stress.. haha

tonight..
i will be try my best to on bed as soon as possible..
this whole day feel like wanna slep..
i need to charge my battery..
but no plug..
so need to wait at home and plug in la..

actually nothing much to write recently..
but i feel like wanna writing something here..
hehe..
maybe this is call no blog no life gua..

ending..
smile up..
nothing can make sad if you think that is not sad...

what the~ ~

2009-04-28T15:32:00.002+08:00

monday..

lol..
a bit paiseh tim..
this morning...
i wake up as usual..
get ready then go to wait for bus..
i wear my glasses somemore..
bus come..
of course i Q up and wait to go up la..
who know..

ish..
when the time i steps up to the bus staircase right..
kek dao wor..
my face almost kiss to the bus floor..
fortunately, i reaction was good and help me out from that..
however, that accident was make a big sound there..
then all the passengers wake up and look what's going there..
damn...
i really wanna find somewhere to hide!! *speak in my mind..
in reality..
i act like nothing and continue to find a seat..
very lucky that i was wearing glasses..
ppl cant see my eyes here..
owh~ ~

i must be won forgot this moment!!!
damn paiseh for me..

红黑传说～～

2009-04-26T15:38:00.011+08:00

今天早上。。

满心期待的说～～

等待某某人的来临。。

就当我还在思念着的时候。。

信息来临了～～呵呵。。

好奇到～

印象中的她有这么早起的吗？？

不管了。。嘻嘻

还以为她会来的～～

谁知道，一场欢喜一场空。。

跳跳跳跳。。。。。。。。

早上阿笨寇我。。

今晚有个生日派对。。

问我还有她要不要出席。。

后来，她没反对。。

衣耶～～

今晚有‘着落’了。。好了。。

*paiseh ya.. wrote chinese at home till half way.. then tak mau continue already.. so i continue this at office here by english la..

erm...~ ~
after i get her from her house..
*funny.. when the time she came out.. whole family look outside and see who am i wor.. haha even maid also.. lol.. i knew this after dear told me in the car.. zha dao~ ~ imagine and see..
we decided to one utama again..
this is not the original plan for me..

at the end, we went there..
because we need to go to mathais' house to celebrate his 21st birthday wor..
other than that, we would like to looking for a present for him..
haha..
before that, dear sms me and ask..
what should she dress wor??
i ma said.. (no need to wear la..) haha i just kidding..
i just ask her to wear casual la.. because i also casual here..
i wanna to see her real personality.. sometime ma.. hehe
en.. so she wear a red polo T and short white pant.. *nice also, i love it..
she always like my favorite food for me.. delicious..

from the way we went to 1 utama..
we keep chit chat and play in the car.. haha..
i wonder why hor..
everytime i go out with her right..
must be jam somewhere de wor..
she said mayb this is a challenge from the GOD wor.. lol..

however, we reach there before 6pm..
i wanna watch movie actually..
but quite rush and we cancel finally.. * ; /
nvm la.. sure got chance de..
where should we go first?? *she asked me
erm.. go S&J first la.. *go pick a present for mathais
i shocked when i almost step into the s&j..
i saw J there.. *ngek ngek
then i stop dear and turn out from the shop..
wanna give him a suprise..
then i ma act like hug dear at outside there so that she is able to look clearly inside there.. *act is i wanna hug her la hehe
i wait and wait..
that time, dear very concentrate there.. and i hor.. haha..
doing nothing.. *don think yang bukan ya..

finally, he saw dear already..
owh~ ~
so slow la..
both of us also laugh.. *laugh loudly
we go find him after that..
you know what he said??
he thought dear go out with somebody there wor..
oh my god!!!
its me okay!!!!!!! ish..
we ma gossip a while there la..
and hor.. he bought the present already..
cheh~ ~ han fan lo..

seterusnya, we watch the fashion show from 4th floor..
all the models slim and tall..
their leg so panjang de tim..
after that, jason and i kacau ing there.. *funny..
jason not going to stay long there because he still need to fetch ben and sang wor..
ok la..
see ya..
you go rest for while.. later only come out again..

dear : so where should we go now?? present gao dim already..
boo : ya lo.. so fast tim.. erm..
boo : i feel like wanna eat ice cream la.. *that time ngam ngam sampai haagan dazs there wor..
dear : neh.. go haagan dazs la..
boo : erm.. don wan la.. suddenly.. AH~~~!!!
dear : huh?? what happened??
boo : i know where pergi mana now la.. hehe ngik ngik..
dear : go where?? what happened to you?
boo : we go to honeymoon la, ok? hehe *yeah.. just more than a month then we go honeymoon already..
but this honeymoon is not that honeymoon oh.. haha
dear : ok la.. as you like la..

so we went to honeymoon la.. hand hold together.. step together.. *sweet..
before that, she said go NIKE for while wor..
*she said wanna buy the shirt for me which i mention last time.. aiyo.. sweet sei me la.. but i said no need la.. hehe

Name : My HONEYMOON Dessert
Location: Shop LG322, Lower Gr Flr, 1 Utama, New Wing, Petaling Jaya, Malaysia
Operation hours: Open daily11.00-22.00
actually this is a dessert shop that place at 1 utama new wing there..
you know skecher shoe shop??
from there.. you just turn to your left hand side and go straight..
you will find this after that..
erm.. nice or not??
i dunno.. but of course nice for me la..
anywhere that got her also sweet for me..

where we go after that??
erm.. i think and think..
i asked her wanna da gei or not??
she said ok wor..
ok lo.. then we ma went there la..
a long way from honeymoon to game place..
reach there..
walk and walk..
from gei cheong - bowling there - pool..
she saw pool table there and said wanna play wor.. haha

ok lo.. let's go~ ~ woohoo~ ~
we choose a table and begin our competition la.. haha
she first time play this..
beginning, i teach her a little bit about the way how to play..
she look so pandai..
teach a bit then know already..
i tried to compare her with the next table de..
a malay guy also teaching her gf..
ya, my dear more pandai.. haha
a while after, i finish all my color balls..
that time, she just only masuk one ball.. haha

we played so long there..
wait till she masukan all the colors ball..
then i finish the black ball then.. haha.. i win..

extra..
the first ball that she mention hor.. is like that de..
i started the game ma..
i shoot the first ball lo..
i pay full attention there. look macam very yeng de..
mayb i shoot too strong gua..
the white ball jump up and dunno fly to what place..
because of that, she keep laugh at me..
macam i "yao chi sai mou sat zai' wor.. hehe
wait.. next time i will show what i got.. won so fish de la!!! ish~ ~ don laugh there!!

next story..
we was going to find them..
at maluri wor..
ok ok.. i know where is dek gei ma..
i called ben when i reach dek gei there..
from the way to mathais house..
we went wrong place..
very tention there lo..
luckily dear keep console me.. *thanks ya.. hehe
went wrong house and somemore the bridegroom stil kacau there..
he ask us eat before we go la.. scare we hungry wor.. lol..
my face straight away become tomato..
what a funny wu long we made ah.. unforgettable..

finally, we found there la..
hahaha
we saw so many ppls there...
top unite also there except chan.. *her mum not allow her to come..
jason, ben and sang also there..
not much to describe about this..
we went back at 10 something la..
anyway, happy belated to mathais ya.. hehe
story end..
salangheyo..
hoho..

this is mathais' family.. all wear red.. dear should join them de lo.. haha

his birthday cake.. 21st year old wor..

cincai take a picture there..

see this.. here she is.. very blur right?! i wanna take properly de lo..

she don allow wor.. then i ma take secretly lo..

compare with others, she consider as good for first timer la..

even though got a lots of funny poses there..

hahaha all in my mind here..

saturday~ ~ lalalala~ ~

2009-04-25T11:24:00.005+08:00

haha...
saturday lo~ ~ *of course la.. who dunno..
erm..
i so excited and cant wait for this day..
hehe..
i am going to annouce to my family after when i back to home..
huh?? what to anounce??
you may ask that.. hehe
erm..
i wanna to let them know that i got an angel right now..
hahahahahahaha
what will they think??
i also no idea lo..
my mum sure will laugh at me gua..
a gf that so young.. haha
my daughter said that i ..
'lao niu chi nen chao' ..
haiz..

whatever la.
i don care..
its time to tell de la..
lalalalallala~ ~

one more week..
the final gonna start de la..
everyone are preparing for that..
and im not..
i consider as nothing to do here..
no practice and no dance at all..
i think i got to wake up from dream de la..

this morning..
i saw my mum..
she was cooking that time..
look so fan there..
at the end, i know what she worried about..
that time, i got nothing to help..
but i know what can i do for that..
just..
i haven start to do it..
shall i??

foot steps~ ~

2009-04-24T15:00:00.002+08:00

actually i feel wanna dance..
i always think of steps recently..
and i would like to go somewhere and dance..
unfortunately, all of them are busy..
so i just put it in my mind and keep it.
sometime, they are seem close with you but you are not able to touch when you need..
things are always like that..
you are unable to get something that we desire..
nvm..
at least i still got a stupid brain here..
help me to store it at somewhere..
i wanna to choreograph more steps..
ya, this is what i want..
so everyone..
please recommend to me whatever songs that you think is nice..
i need that..
i need this source to produce a nice food..

she always said that i sound like so fan..
erm..
may be..
even i also don't know right now..
what i want actually??
no answer so far..
you will be found that is very good if your interest become your career..
a lots of peoples admire about that..
but who can make it?? hehe

an unpredict weather recently and make me more. . . . .
what should i say..
dunno..
just.. same as the weather la..
hehe..

today..
khairul come here a bit late..
that time we still busying here..
their computer and machine down..
waiting for technician come and fix it..
so i just help with whatever i can..
suddenly, i saw a cup of strawberry sundae beside me..
at the same time, he said.. buy for me de wor..
wow~ ~
thanks so much.. hehe
wonder why..
i feel that ice cream is so so so nice for me right here..
probably is it come at the right time for me..

when two ppls seperate into difference places..
you cant see each other always..
what will you do??
what will you feel??
normally right..
you will miss that ppl..
you feel wanna see that ppl..
you wanna know that ppl is being well condition..
is this all you wanna know??
i think so..

one week and a month..
we been wrote a lots of record into all the time within the day that we past..
no matter what we did..

i feel wanna to upload this video here..
but seem like very hard..
i been try few times..
at the end still cannot..
this is video about Britains Got Talent 2009..
Saxophonist..
i think is nice la..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tz8BvSiop5Q&feature=haxa_popt00us0e
click this and go have a look there..
tell me what do you think??
thanks..

asleep~ ~

2009-04-23T13:03:00.002+08:00

22 april 2009, hot

as usual, my normal life..
go to work, take bus, back to home, and then sleep..
everything is fine her..
faster find something for me to do please..

recently..
you will observed a lots of kidnapp or rape cases happen if you did read the newspaper..
so i also think of that when i am walking from station to istana budaya (my work place)..
i am thinking that what if i suddenly kena 'da qiang"??
what if they got knife somemore??
i sure won surrender so easily..
what in my mind is.. i will try to counter attack..
let's fight..
somemore i can run ma..
use my break dance and kick them!! haha
yeah~ ~
a fighting video playing in my mind~ ~ ngik ngik~ ~

when back to my house..
of course i wait for bus la..
bus come and then i got a seat..
thing gonna happen..
not really sleepy starting..
but who know.. lol..
i am dreaming already..
a sweet non sense dream about my girl de.. hehe
feel like wanna wake up suddenly..
when the time i open my eyes..
i look to outside..
mana ni?????
where am i??
then i look properly!!!!!!!!!!
ops... i slep over already...
haiz.. so paiseh lo..
nvm la..
yao che hor lo~ ~ ~

when the bus arrive at final destination..
all the ppls go down from the bus..
i of course stay there and don look at them la..
lol.. sure look very weird de lo.. that time.. ish!!!
bus driver stop park..
going to double check..
he see me.. and ask..
: kenapa you dekat sini?? tak turun??
: tak.. aku tertidur dalam bus.. (look damn paiseh)
: tertidur.. tak payah bangun la..
: lol.. hehe... (you thought i really wanna slep de mer??)
chow datuk is my close fren ma..
aiyo..

i reach home that time..
my mum ask me why i come back so late today??
then i ma tell her lo..
she just huh??
like that only..
so cool lo... lol..

after that, nothing more happen for me..
all cancel and so i just stay at home..

like that only..
sayonara~ ~

together = to.get.her

2009-04-22T17:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday yam cha with one of my fren..
his nama call fei fei..
we called him like that..
and he admit that too..
when the time he called me..
i still sleeping..
9something..
that time, haven bath and even eat yet.. hehe *dirty..

after a conversation with dear..
i fall asleep after that..
then he called me to yam cha..
already downstairs somemore..
i still need to bath ler!!!
ok lo..
then i go to bath first..
quickly get done and go to find him..

wow..
really long time no see him already..
not really big change..
but blood pressure high..
quite a shock new when i heard that..

meanwhile..
just i and him that time..
chat and chat..
suddenly he received a call from somebody..
from the conversation..
i know that person must be in trouble..
finally, i was right man.,.
her car down and she need someone help..
actually she is my cousin la..

so we need to find her at indah perdana there..
not even know where the place is..
with the unclear direction..
we get her at the end..
wow..
car battery finish..

so my fren start his job right there..
who know..
unfortunately, cant fix..
we got to wait to next day to replace the battery for the car..
at here, for everyone who got a car here..
all of your should learn some basic about the car..
at least, you know what to do when your car is in not well condition..

finish all and yam cha again at mamak..
i reach home at almost 1am..
so sleepy..
last step before i go to bed..
then i enter to my dream already..

at last, haha..
i got to go soon lo..
so bye bye la..
sawadica..

at nite~ ~

2009-04-21T14:16:00.003+08:00

my mum is sick now..
haiz..
from that..
i have to learn how to cook..
hehe.. just cook for myself..
i stop her to cook for me..
at last..
i learn how to cook yee mee..
and i learn it finally..
so mean that i no need to eat maggie always..
i got an another choices to choose..
what to eat tonight??
no idea.. but i wanna learn new thing.. hehe

headache~ ~
try to imagine and see..
you slep with headache..
when the time you wanna slep, headache come..
and you force yourself to slep..
what is the feel?
for me, owh~ ~ damn... suffer!!!!
what cause you headache??
erm.. i think...
not enough slep, wash your hair at night and din dry it as soon as possible, fan and so on..

Extreme Dance Comedy BREAK OUT
i found it from one of my fren..
you must be ask me what the hell is this right??
erm.. here it is..
you can and go search for this..
korean famous bboy crew come and perform there..
not simple a bboy dance..
but it is including beatbox, and other than that..
must be very interesting.
im going to watch this although it will cost me RM 93..
not an easy way to find this out..
maybe i need to fly to korea..
but now.. no need..
so what to waiting for>?

sunday X trip~ ~ ~

2009-04-20T11:39:00.003+08:00

i am going to broga with my X schoolmates on sunday..
long time no meet..
quite miss them..
sorry to them because i always not free to attend any gathering there..
so i am going to keep my promise this time..
here i am.. haha

from the early morning..
i woke up at 7 something morning..
prepare.. purposely set hair tim.. haha
quite excited to see them de lo..
i also dunno why??
no idea at all..
after that, take few pictures before i go out.. haha

as usual, i arrive su ee house before 9am..
very hot..
sun is cheerful and..
passing his power to everyone..
that's why i feel damn hot here..
everytime also i am the first person to reach there.. *why??
so i need to call her and open the door for me la..
1st time.. no answer..
2nd times.. no answer..
i leave a msg.. door still close there..
3rd times.. no answer..
oh my god...
what she doing there??
sleeping?? bathing?? phone drop in the si hang??

then hor..
nvm la..
just stand outside and hor..
dance a while and picha... haha
suddently.. someone there..
ehy.. she come out already wor..
must be received my msg and open door for me..
who know??
lol.. she said.. how come you always the earlier one huh??
luckily i am come out to 'liang clothes'..
if not, you really need to wait here lo..
then i huh??
what you mean?? where is your phone??
she said upstairs..
*zha dao..

from time by time..
they arrive here one by one..
the organiser is the last arrive here!! ish..
all wear short pants, sliper somemore..
but no one tell me about that.. ish..
9 ppls are going to hang out..
2 ppls reject at last minutes..
nvm la..
2 cars.. 9 ppls...

so we plan to eat breakfast before to go..
where to eat?? ok la..
batu 5 there la..
must be long time no see already..
some of them look at me like stranger..
pity lo~ ~

i eat a lots for my breakfast.. haha
hungry ma.. must be too happy there..
yahoo~ ~ ~
finish liao..
go lo go lo~ ~
need to go to sg long to get someone.. *wen jing..
she got exam at morning wor..
from the way we go to her house..
i keep picha there. haha * that's why phone battery not enough to use later..

bla bla bla..
reach her house..
she get ready.. then CHU FA lo~ ~
when we walk to get the car right..
i saw 2 monkeys in a house..
seriously.. in the cage..
monkey oh! !

actually hor.. i really no idea where we go, go there for what de lo.. hehe
i just wanna go out with them... that's all..
quite far gua.. because sit for so long in the car..
i just cant stop talk and talk.. *quite noisy i know.. paiseh la..

ok la.. reach there liao..
go where ler??
huh?? makan ikan?? haha
somemore he said.. must go early wor..
if not, sure no place to sit there de wor..
wah~ ~ yao mo oh~ ~ hehe

there almost full when we reach there..
a very simple place but natural..
a lake beside the restaurant..
fish are enjoying there.. but we are not!!
why say so??
because very hot la wey..
i sweat till cant tahan already..
henry go order..
then we go find a place to sit..
chinese ada, and malay also ada sana.. wow..
wait and wait.. wait and wait..
so long we are waiting there..
i really scare to move.. coz wil sweat more..

finally, haha.. fish lai lo~ ~
wow.. i eat 2 bowl rice.. 2 tin of drinks..
we order 8 fishes.. 1 vege..
all finish... *not i finish all ya..
fulL~ ~ haha
when the time we eating right.. raining tim..
aiyo.. cham lo.. cannot go see rabbit liao lo..
what the lucky thing is.. rain stop when we finish..
thanks GoD!!!!

second place.. sek na dok..
they said very zhun de wor.. believe or not?
me?? i got no idea..
walk ah walk.. actually i just take picture overy there..
but really a lots of ppls come and pray there..

i saw monkey there wor..
suddently think of someone..
siapa lagi cute?? erm... hehe
that time hor.. i already sweat till..
my hair yat gao yat gao..
see the last picture i post..
gosh~ ~

our next venue cancel due to raining there..
i saw those stuff are keep rabbit back to cage lu~ ~
bye bye Mr and Mrs rabbit.. don miss me ya..

i thought go back home after this de lo..
who know they said wanna yam cha wor..
pass by kajang's satay house..
hehe no stop.. just pass by./.. wuwu...
at last, we go somewhere near the mines there de..
i also dunno mana tu..
wanna yam cha at gasoline wor..
huh what?? come so far then just gasoline? can kepong de ma/? haha
finally, gasoline not working today..
aiyo... apa la..

a kopi shop with an unknown name.. *i forgot already..
i order blueberry toast and cham ..
eat ah eat, drink ah drink, chat ah chat..
feel like what i said normally...
sek go bao, yam go cha.. tan yat har.. lol...
my daughter so gui gui sui sui there..
wonder la..

su ee birthday at 14 april..
we din celebrate for that ma..
so now going to do that lo.. haha..
a 'big' cake size almost same like my bottle size..
she look so paiseh there lo..
haha tei sei..
after this, she is going to melbourne on 13 of july..
go for master about 1 and half year..
other 2 sis also australia there..
wow..
she is one of my genius frens..
straight As in spm..

then hor..
go back lo..
wow.. a bit tired but satisfied...
so fulfil this day..
thanks ya...
all of you for bring me a lots of fun there..

go out next time again la..

pic~ broga with ex school mates

2009-04-20T00:10:00.010+08:00

my ex schoolmates..

left up : kok yeah, wen jing, lilin and i

right up : kheng ooi, henry and i

down : henry and i.. (monkey!!)

broga and the mines view..

kok yeah and i..

su ee and i.. ( she going to melbourne on this coming 3 july for further master)

pik suen and i..

my daughter lilin and i..

kheng ooi and i..

left to right above: broga sek na tuk, the restaurant

left to right below: fish bakar, blueberry toast

sweet.. wen jing and her bf jason..

su ee and lilin.. so pity the tiger...

i point to the GOD.. sorry...

haha... my favorite... cow cow..

family.. haha

very hot.. look at my hair then you will know..

with my lovely monkey there..

unfortunately not you....

pao bing~ ~

2009-04-18T11:32:00.002+08:00

after i reach home~ ~
almost 7.30pm..
so i get ready and then go to fetch her..
a bit hungry de lo..
nvm de la..
cant wait to find her..
when on the way im going to..
a bad thing pop up in my mind!!!
i wanna kacau her.. haha

erm..
i am going to act that..
im not going there..
and then.. haha
bagi dia kena tipu..
before that, she sms and ask me where am i la..
ops...
don reply first la..
plan began after i reach there..

ring~ ~
she answer phone..
: wei, dear.. hehe hehe paiseh oh ~ ~ i got something to tell you.. (guilthy voice)
: huh?? what?? don scare me la.. (nervous)
: erm.. sorry oh.. coz.. hehe i wanna to tell you hor.. erm..
: faster tell la.. i get ready to listen this already.. (super nervous)
: then i said.. just wanna sorry about this.. coz.. im....... . .. late.. ahhaha
: she just HUH?? archeh....
: after that, i told her that i reach already..

hehe
she really get scare from this..
seriously..
sorry oh.. hehe

yvonne go with us..
we wanan go to gei dak sek actually..
who know its close when we reach there..
oh my god!!!
stuck so long then get nothing over there..
so we decide to go pao bing la..

reach there..
i - mango ice
dear - chocolate ice ( flu liao still wan eat ice wor!!)
yvonne - dunno what is that.. menu no 30.. big bowl!!

dear..
tie up hair..
yvonnes' clothes..
school shoes..
tired face.. 'cough and archiu frequently'
red nose..
and one best fren that time... - tissue ( luckily got this, if not wonder how suffer she is)

she look extremely tired there..
eat also.. haha
heart pain ing~ ~
actually nothing much we talk there..

she look so sleepy that time..
so she go to slep more a while after she reach home..

this morning..
i miss her damn much..
always thinking how is she now..
she gave me a msg at 10 something morning..
so i call her and see how lo..
erm...
sound better a bit but still weak there..
anyway, i wan her get well soon la.. hehe

erm.. my part..
competition still under consideration..
i dunno la..
however, i need to train myself also..
so, gambateh together la.. hehe

end--

accident~ ~

2009-04-17T17:10:00.002+08:00

this morning~~
ish!!
geram betul..
why say so??
dunno why hor..
i get up late ler!!
spoil my plan for this morning..
and it spoit my mood at the same time..
i suppose wake up at 6.45am de ma..
who noe..
slep till 7.15am haven wake up yet...
somemore hor..
my mum very cool there de lo..
she open the door and stand there..
then : 7.15am liao.. still don wan wake up ah..
and then chao liao..
walau..
wake me up need to act so yeng de mer?? lol..

after that, i woke up already..
and then go to bath.. change my clothes..
no more breakfast and then go down and wait for bus..
who know..
bus also playing a joke with me!!
quite long i was waiting there..
besides that, the weather is so hot..
feel like the sun is pushing my "han" come out and say hi to..
ish~~
so i ma don bring my jacket lo..
fortunately today not so cold..
but my perut tak sihat lah....
ish~ ~ again..

so this morning i consider as moody!!
dear sms me on the early morning..
she bring her phone to school..
keep console me..
i am trying to get better from that..
but hard la..
headache also come and play together..
very unlucky right??
fine lo..

i just ignore it..
anyway, i am late to office..
yer!!!
with a not delicious punya nasi lemak..
that is my breakfast.. haiz..
spoil my mood la..
i wan nice food!!
so this morning de mood affect my afternoon de mood..
no moody but no appetite..

today my frens ask me this question..
: you diet ker???
lol..
i say yes gua..
then they said : so thin already wanna diet ah??
lol again..
i just hehe..
speechless..

now, i am quite hungry when i am blogging here..
feel so good after i get done my previous blog here..
we din go anywhere for celebration..
actually got ppl celebration ini punya tak?? hehe
i dunno..

i wanna go learn cook porridge la..
and then cook fish porridge for my dear...
got ppl told me that hor..
eat fish porridge is good when you get flu wor..
hahah...
cannot go buy but i wanna cook!! haha
my mum must be shock if i really cook this at home..
she will cry while thanks god..
my son start to do something at home la.. hahaha
cook or not cook??
erm... thinking..... . . . . .

lalalalalalalalallalalala~ ~ ~
actually i very worry her right now de lo..
but i cant do anything here..
ish!!!! useless de ah boo!!!

31 days celebration~ ~

2009-04-17T16:13:00.002+08:00

wow~ ~
mm ging mm gok 1 month already..
wow~ ~
fast~ ~
i thought we are together quite a long period already..
siapa tau..
in between these days..
we already step in oldtown(2 haha), 1U, tomatos', KB night market, Mc (aman puri), cineleisure, summit,
kuantan, and so on..
hand hold hand..
continuously, i wish to get more and put our steps there..
travel to whole world... haha yeah~ ~
slowly by slowly.. all of this will be becoming our sweet memory in the future..
i did store in my mind's pc..
just in case i will forgot one time..
so better i put at here la..
yeah~ ~ firework!!!! boom~ ~ boom~ ~
buffet size long 1km.. salmon, spaghetti, sushi, steak, satay, malay, chinese, indian foods,
italian, french, germain, japanese and korean (kimchi!!!), and of course dessert.. ice cream!! any else order??
Agong come, prime ministry come.. haha
whole street block!!
whole malaysian lets come and celebrate together. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. in my blog or my dream!!

you, my dear..
an understand and caring girl for me..
suprise is belong to you and bring to me..
i appreciate it so much seriously..
although..
some of them is not look good to me..
and i also knew you was suffering from this on that time ..
but seem that no more right now..
i am glad with that..
at least you believe on me..
ya, you did..
thanks.. hehe

i still remember all the happening here..
all the sweet, sour, spicy and bite.. *sound like food la.. hehe
your smile, laugh, sadness, or also the tears (even though i din see it that time)..
all yours emotion become a part of entertainment for me..
i really don even know that my mood can be get affect by even a light smile from you..
lol.. aku kena poison la!!!! haha

i hope that our relationship just same like wine..
it will become more appreciatable with the passing through from the time to time..

nah.. i already get up from the sickness..
after this, i got to strong up myself and beat down all the sickness!!!!
no more come near to me please!!! *chiu chiu~ ~
so, this is your turn now..
may the health GOD beside you and give you all the power AND
kick away all the sickness that dare to come close to you!!
flu is sound like not very serious but its very troublesome.. and suffer too!!
when the time you wanna get bed..
the condition will become more disturbance..

salangheyo... hehe

what is the point??

2009-04-16T15:37:00.002+08:00

erm...
suddenly feel like wanna write this..
my life is very usual..
nothing special happen..
BUT my mind..
always pop out something..
so i just let's start some bullshit here..

what is the point??
i mean for a friendship or what ship what ship la..
when 2 strangers become a friend right..
we will start to maintain this from that time if you really wanna be a friend.., agree?
we always need to make an adjudgement in between this..
and also the relationship..
ya, this is what i am learning now...
every home also have a book..
so we need to share our book to another person when we wanna close with..

how to control and make it as long as you want??
izzit really same like what ppl always said..
feel lo??
see how lo??
Lol...i don wanna like that de lo..
from the studio..
i learn how to hide up my reality and treat them sometime..
there is just like a jungle..
you never know when the dangerous animal will come to you..
tention la..
uncountable upset for me over there..
i don like always under control by ppl..
i just wanna do what i want..!!
cannot?? nvm..
i will go find myself..
somewhere that can allow me to do..

what i want to say is...
haha i already become back myself!!
a haha person..
sadness!!! please go away from me..
i am a brother with happiness!! haha
somemore, im xin fu ing now.. kakaka...
thanks ya..
i get xin fu ing from you..
hope that you will also get that from me too!!

what do you think about being a leader??
easy?? hard??
what so easy or what so hard for this??
to control a team..
really burn you a lots of energy..
all of them will not under control by you all the time..
unless you able to achieve something which can let them trust to you..
seriously..
i been twice as a team leader from the camp..
really my nightmare man!!
but this time, i think i did done with my nice job..
so you can also..
learn their personality and..
try to figure out why they don listen to you??
this way cannot, then turn to another way..
i believe there will be no dead end for you de lo..
gambateh..
if not, whole team work together la..
i don believe that only person still can sit properly there..

i got a big plan or vision that wanna achieve into this year..
so im going to discuss with them by tonight..

itu saja..
asalahmualaikum..

useful!! no one is useless~ ~

2009-04-15T14:13:00.004+08:00

strong up..
ya, this is what i gonna do recently..
since i prepared for the semi..
my sickness never end till now..
not consider as very serious..
at least i still able to eat, walk, and sit..
it doesn't disturb my life BUT..
it is troublesome my health and my dear..
she is so so so worry about me..
so sorry about that..
i understand the feeling..
why say so??

yesterday i received a msg from her at midnight..
she accidently fall down and her head kiss to the floor wor..
OH MY GOD!!!
no bleed fortunately..
so i sms her on this early morning..
she said that one is fine but hor.. her ankle or leg hei qing wor..
how come huh??
jumping on sofa and cause that..
haiz..
so careless..
ya lo.. she also careless sometime.. hehe
that's why need me to take care of her sometime de ma.. haha *so sam hui when i write this..

even my mum also begin to take a good care on me..
she know i overload to use my body last week..
yes, i did..
however, my sickness din affect me when i was on stage that time..
ya, i really taking care on myself seriously..
but its need time and take time too..
i really looks good BUT..
look only.. hehe

sha po...
i will be fine soon de la.. hehe

on the other hand, we are out from semi..
but it doesn't affect us much..
for me.. a bit sad but i m fine here already..
consider as good thing gua..
because i am gonna to prepare for next..
seriously, this year i got to push our team hardly..
i will try to do many things for that..
i wanna go outstation, singapore and so on..
i don wanna just stay here BUT..
i wanna fly.. hahaha.....

so for anyone, please let me know if you find anywhere that got competition ya..
I BELIEVE I CAN FLY~ ~ ~
hahahahahahaha

wet day.. weird day~ ~

2009-04-14T16:22:00.002+08:00

raining day again..
heavy raining here..
so the weather also wet and cold..
normally the season like this right..
we need to take more care on our throat..
i hate this season..
seriously, i hate..
this weather is good when i am sleeping..
but it is not good right now..

already second day since the competition..
i still remain very weak here..
my cough more serious than what i thought..
more worst..
i feel pain..

after this, i would like to upgrade myself..
still not good enough..

shock!!!! osh~ ~ kena pIAn~ ~ episod 2

2009-04-13T16:05:00.002+08:00

what should i say??
what should i did??
my heart move so fast ler!!
i still cant believe this ler!!
finally, this become a fact when her give me a hug!! hehe
ya, this is real..
she is coming to support us.. AKU KENA TIPU~ ~

this moment hor..
all her gangs come to us and keep asking me..
SHEN ME GAN JUE??
GAN DONG MA??
XIANG BU XIANG KU??
erm.. xiang but i need to hold it!!! cannot so paiseh de!! ish..
malu betul la..
really unpredictable..
so sweet~ ~ ~ ~

then i hold her hand and go to find ben.. *i want all of them know that she is my girlfriend!! haha then i no need to tell one by one lo.. good plan right?? ya, i think so
ben also shock and ask what is this going on?
so i told him all the happening lo..
he just : oh~ ~
after the competition done..
i ask her about at night lo..
jason said wanna go watch movie de wor..
so i invite her to go together also la..
YES, she said ok finally.. hehe
can stay longer with her liao lu~ ~ lalalalala~ ~ ~

9 ppls in bens' car..
haha funny lo..
too heavy already..
that incident i tak mahu cakap la..
he drop me at jinjang studio there..
after that, i drive my car..
my car- yi ynn, yvonne, her and i
ben car - jin ling, weoi chee, sang and ben..
weoi chee is not going..
please imaging and think how about sang??
he is so kelian in the car lo!!! haha

venue - cineleisure
event - watch movie FF4

the way from studio till cineleisure..
my right hand hold the stering and left hand hold hand..
don wanna let go because i miss her so much seriously..
i forgot i call ben or he called me..

haiz.. unluckily..
his car sot again!!!!!!
start mm jiok..
haiz.. so i guess he may not join us to watch movie de lo..

reach there liao la..
i call jason and ask him to find us at Mcd..
suddenly, i put the coin in the car..
so dear and i go take the coin..
hehe couple world..
and we are having our (dunno consider as dinner, lunch or breakfast??) at Mcd..

on the same time, ben call us and said that he is not going to join us liao..
see.. haha bingo.. i rite again..
so we also feel like not going to watch already de la..

however, we did watch the movie at the end but just sang, jason and i.. *curious where are those girls?
they cannot stay so late wor..
so i fetch them back lo..
1. yi ynn
2. yvonne (pity her about that.. be strong ya.. i support you)

last one, guess who??
we are so (1 1 bu she) there..
and she is so guilty somemore.. haha
really a sha po..
won ma fan de la..

waLAUbagaimanapun, thanks for give me a unforgetable memory at day and night ya..
love you~ ~ ~ ~

the movie about 2 hours..
after that, 3 of us go to Mcd and yam cha ing..
until 2 am..
still feel don wanna end this but we force to stop it..
all have to wake up early!!

wow... don wanna write liao la..
i already try to skip a lots here..
but still a lots.. paiseh ya..
hehe

shock!!!! osh~ ~ kena pIAn~ ~ episod 1

2009-04-13T15:31:00.004+08:00

現在的世界都在變，很多事情都在進化，如果你不變就變大便
you agree with this??
erm..

sunday..
venue: summit USJ
event: dreamz competition
time: from 1pm till 5pm

our semifinal here..
i don wan to describe so much the thing about the competition de..
but after i watched their perform..
i feel that..
you got to adjust yourself with time..
if not, you will become shit at the end..

you think i will dissappointed with the final result right??
erm.. a little bit of course..
but it just a while..
i was very steady that time..
seriously.. i still playing with hean hean somemore..
not because that is not important for me..
but i use another way to let me stay calm..
obviously, we dance not well on stage..
a lots of mistake happened..
not cool enough..
however, i did perform and show them what i have at least..
i did my best and show them who i am!!!
at here, i really wanna congratulate to my team..
UNPREDICTABLE GEN..
unpredictable this name..
create by me..
i love this name seriously..
and they did do some unpredictable thing to me..
im glad about that..

few parts of weird thing in this competition..
feel like someone is pulling our leg behind.. *WHATEVER LA..
we won surrender just like that..
ok.. competition's story until here..

from the morning, i wake up at 7 something..
still feel wanna her to wake me up..
but i din make it finally..
because i don want her to wake up purposely because to get me up..
(*because she is not going to summit, she said her aunt not allow wor..
then i ma said nvm la.. hehe *what to do??)
so i awake myself..
after prepare all, i went to studio and reach there before 10am..
before i reach there, someone sms me and ask me hurry oh..
she said cant wait to see me oh.. haha
so cute la her..
i wear a white singlet and ecko jean..

reach there..
all use upstair's class room..
top unite are preparing there..
then i saw yi ynn, weoi chee and jin ling..
yi ynn - short white pant, her new lovely jacket (fs got the photo) with her sleepy face..
weoi chee - t-shirt, blue short pant
suppose they are taking part into this competition..
due to some circumstances, their team quit from this..
a bit sad..

start practice - mark steps - get ready - reach summit at 12 something
after that, i saw WOW~ ~
ppls DUO dao!!!!
then i quickly eyes search for my frens..
macam yvonne, xue er, carmen, non stop team, and the rest..
archeh~ ~
so easy to get them already..

after that...
please read this..
xue er suddenly come to me!!!
what happened??
kidnap me?? ahahahahah of course no la..
she wanna bring me to somewhere wor.. *huh!! just you and i?? i scare de wor..
she stop at starbucks there.. *i don wan drink coffee la.. aiyo~ ~

suddenly~ ~
she said NEH~ ~ ~ *she point to my right agak 45 degree there..
no people when i look at there..
BOOM~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
some people come out just like a magic!!!!
i really shock lo!!! plus heart moving fast.. fast as F1 or fast and furious..
how come she is here?? bukan di rumah mer??? how come?? who can answer me??

she look very pretty that time..
oh my god!!!
suprise and i KENA TIPU liao..
normally i always fooling ppls and today my turn!!
a black ti bok shirt and white short pant.. i love that.. and i love her too!!
my heart move much more faster when she is come close to me slowly..
i still cant belive when she stand beside me!!
who want to cubit my face and tell me this is truth?? *must be a lots of ppl wanna do that!!
because i alway bully ppls ma.. sure they wanna to revenge back de lo.. haha

tahan~ ~

2009-04-11T10:18:00.004+08:00

one more day~ ~
there is semi final for this competition already..
i am not so excited about this competition..
and i hope it end as soon as possible..
i think..
i may not so tired if there are not 2 teams need to worry for..
however, this is what i need to do..
and surely i need to do it perfectly..

very hard to get up today~ ~
i slept till 7.30pm only wake up..
and my mum hor..
she so worry about me..
and finally she did grumble a little bit..
said that : what for to make yourself so tired??
that time, my eyes still not yet fully open..
then i need to go to bath already..
quite cold de lo.. *almost every morning..
somemore, my throat!!!!
oh my god..
so dry here..
just same like you cook something without putting oil..
dry till.. haiz..

other than that, i forgot to bring my bottle today..
i really forgot about this..
i drive to work today..
the journey just cost me about 10minutes..
fast right??
en.. i think so.. because today is saturday..
a smooth drive..
i received a call from my mum after i reach here..
what to do??
i already reach here..
so, i am going to punish myself as a memory that i won forget to do it next time..
my self disciplines..
just assume that i am 'puasa' right here..

i still keep cough here..
i really scare cough de lo..
somemore, i got vomit when i bath at nite.. just a little bit..
my dear still dunno about this yet.. hehe
not a big deal..

haha today is my final lap..
got to make sure all the thing done and clear..
after that, only wait for tomorrow..
actually i don feel like wanna compete already..
seen that i promise before that, so i need to continue this..

my mum called me again just now..
she said hor..
today will got a road block..
those policeman wanna catch those who got illegal cd in their car de wor..
i dunno la..
but they ask me to hide it up oh..
do you believe that??
for me, i dunno..

haha after this right..
i wanna go out and have fun one day..
go release my stress..
everything.. hahah..
maybe do some crazy thing.. dance on the street..
shout.. eat ice cream..(but need to wait until my cough recover)
eat many many things.. da gei maybe..
enjoy the moment with you..
sleep..( i still owe 26 hours) haha
*i become anywhere only able to sleep already..
just give me alone few minutes.. after that, i will be quiet..

i don wanna this all thing la..
but only got this in my heart now..
no more..
haiz.. haha
nvm la then..
i feel much more better i write it out..
so i just do it la..
yes!!!!!!

lastly, good luck all the teams who are involve tomorrow..
gambateh and show them what you got!!!
i know your are able to do it very well..
don afraid the stage but love the stage..
just treat it same as how you treat your love or your best friend..
haha...............

hug hug~ ~

2009-04-10T14:50:00.003+08:00

long time no hug hug already..
yer.. i want... haha
so miss her tim..
i also need to strong up as well..
to become a successful people..
maybe i need to sacrifice some time..
but i don believe that..
i wanna make it both of this also under my control!! haha
just need to balance it..
yeah~ ~ wait for that..

almost a month since i came out from studio..
my life still same..
or even more xin fu.. hehe
got people sayang, care or even that one who i can share with..
other than that, i got a group of gangs which are very crazy, funny and happy..
yeah.. i like this..
a choice here..
smile and cry.. which one you want??
i don know this is true or not la..
but i heard from tv de.. (you can go sue TV3 if that is wrong)
laugh can diet de wor~ ~
no wonder im so thin la... hahaha

besides that, is breakfasat important for you??
健康的第一步，每天的早餐是不能少的。
早餐 = 国王餐（含营养高的食物）
午餐 = 平民餐（不求于大鱼大肉，简单清淡的食物）
晚餐 = 乞丐餐（乞丐有一餐没一餐，吃得刚刚好就行了）
不吃早餐的后果...
男士 - 短寿
女士 - 易得乳癌，子宫肌瘤，卵巢瘤

any comment for that??
you agree?? leave me some comment and let's check it out..
*be ware for those who always skip breakfast

sure i seldom skip my breakfast right now..
first, because i got work..
second, i need to live long due to some reason..

report for my health today..
1. feel cold
2. energy lost
3. cough
4. headache
5. no appetite

i spend almost an hour to slep at my workplace here on this early morning..
hehe not purposely de la..
i headache till cannot tahan already..
the feeling was damn weird..
like.. erm..
not yet sick but..
you feel that your body very unwell and very suffer..
i more prefer straight away sick lo.. *i am controling to don let this happen!! hehe
yeah..
2 more days..

after that, i need to slep back total that i lost on this whole week..
erm.. normally, i need 8 hours at least..
recently i just slept for 5 hours..
so -3 hours each day..
6 x 3 = 18hours..
after that, plus normal day... 18 + 8 = 26 hours..
ya, this is total hours that i need to recharge back..
yeah~ ~ ~ haha.. nice nice!!

i need slepppp~ ~

2009-04-09T15:32:00.002+08:00

this week..
i feel like my energy semakin hilang..
hehe
i need sleep to recharge back my energy..
now i hope the competition end soon..
and then i wanna sleep one day!!!!
one day!!
whole day just sleep...
almost i am not able to wake up every morning..
in the bus, only this thing to do..>>> sleep..
somemore, today hor...
wow.. i asleep in the bus and almost miss that station..
i will sure go back home if i din awake that time..
hopefully, GOD is stand on my side..
thanks ya..

i received a weird called yesterday..
a person ask me for help wor..
said that at a hill something de and ask me to help..
lol... i just give that person this number.. 999
finish.. *i forgot is boy or girl already..

today, i bring my jacket together..
why?? body weak recently and feel very cold oh..
other than that, seem like headache become my close friend already..
find me a least once a day..

dinner become far from me..
during this week..
it will far from me until..
next week i think..

fine~ ~ wELl DonE!!!

2009-04-08T12:47:00.003+08:00

8 april, day, warm

ya, im fine already.. hehe
actually im nothing de la..
just the blog make you feel sad gua maybe..

today i wanna to make someone happy..
because i feel that she is unhappy..
half day din find her..(yesterday night)
wonder how she was..
but i will make sure today de la..

do you tired??
people ask me that..
i said : ya, im tiring but not sleepy..
got thing to busy better than i got nothing to do.. agree??
everyone are busy ing with their own thing..
work, study, tuition, sleep, dance and so on..
i also cannot lazy too de ma..

there is not more the place that i prefer to go to..
i love that place last time..
but now..
there become like not a place that welcome me to go..
so i decide not to go there if not neccesary..

i hate people no responsibility with what they told or promise to me de lo..
please don promise me if you are not able to do it..
no point for that..
i was waiting for you the whole night and you din appear..
even a msg also don't have..
a bit disappointed but it won affect my mood here..
so, i won care anymore whatever you have tell to me..
no matter what you do, my answer will just : oh~
however, please don make others hate you too!!

one sad thing for me..
and i am gonna to do this after this semi final..
yesterday, my mum accompany my aunt to hospital..
her limpa there need to operation..
cut out a thing..
so, yesterday was the second times to see a doctor..
a cancer professional told her through from the report..
now become serious..
already the 3rd period..
the percentage = 50/60%
mum said..
my aunt ask the doctor that...
can don cut ma??
haiz..
need to inject medicine..
so expensive lo..
3 times injection and cost her about RM 20k gua..
few thousands for 1 injection..

then hor..
if the operation fail right..
then she is going to meet my grandpa on that time..
please don~ ~
because sure i will sad like hell on that time..
because of that, next week onward.. i need to more care about her..
i will try to adjust my timetable..
so, everyone...
please help bless for my aunt.. please~ ~
*this morning only i knew that new..

other than that, jinjang studio there right..
so far, ben and sang will going to teach there..
so they are looking for students..
and they ask me to teach there too..
hehe.. im still thinking about that..
give me some opinion..
what you think?? shall i go there and teach too??

haha.. yesterday hor..
quite funny la..
i cheoreograph a dance with the song call heartbreaker..
and you will see this steps on this coming sunday..
i love it so much but i dunno how do your think about that la..
then.. at night i had a dream which related to this de..
i dream dao i go to take part into the freestyle new style hip hop competition wor..
haha... funny lo..
and hor.. i meet those professional cheoreographer over there..
they make fren with me..
because of that, i learn a lots of things..
and finally, i become.. haha

after that, i think back this thing on this morning..
ya, i really wanna to do that..
few reasons..

first, i can go travel..
second, my chance for me to meet with others pro..
third, can learn something from there..
forth, maybe i will have some overseas' fren tim.. haha
lastly, they will know me!! haha *this is the most important..

dear ah dear..
i quite busy recently la..
but hor..
it doesn't mean that you cant find me..
and..
you must find me if you need me!!
haha say dou im so important tim..
after this competition, i wanna to go out with you for the whole day..
want / can??

one day trip include..
l**** and d***** *maybe
1 m****
1 p****

7 april, wet, tired, sleepy, cold~ ~

2009-04-07T13:42:00.005+08:00

actually i got no mood to blogging now..
because i know this must be not a happy thing..
but.....
i decide to do it finally..

this morning..
7 april, wet, tired, sleepy, cold
i feel very cold when i awake..
other than that, this is first time i wake up late to work since i start this job..
i suppose wake up already..
who know.. got a bad dream come nearby me and cause me late..
i not really remember what dream is that already..
normally i very easy to throw away those bad things..
because my memory is limited and i choose to store my happiness..

now, 2pm, outside the company - warm, inside - cold
im tired..
im cold..
im confusing..

people said that you will feel hungry easily if you are happy;
oppositely, you got no appetite when you are upset..
ya, i got no appetite now..
im very freezing because i din bring jacket..
im confusing with the things that happened on me..
F*** A***** N*** = FAN..

few of my frens are sick..
and i gonna to join them soon..
this is what i don want to..
but...
sometime, this is not what you can do!!

i don't know this is called moody or what..
but i don feel like wanna to talk..
i would like to cheoreograph steps..
but my mind is empty..
other than that, i can't make clear my mind and think of it..
conclusion is, i got nothing when play music..

do you agree that phone is one of the way that allow you connect with others?
ya, and i would like to close it now for a short while..
and i did it finally..

i don't think that i am not okay right now..
just i need to stay alone here..
normal right?
en...
i won't let myself down..
and it doesn't able to left right my metallity too..
because i am no more alone..
no more single..
i got you..
and also my buddies..
i won't be alone here even though that is a war..
ya, i should feel great.. i should..
okay la..
im great now..

tonight my training still going on..
i have to work hard on that..
even though there is a trouble..
but i will make it no more a trouble..
what about double?? LOL... *kidding..

i read your blog just now..
almost same as what was i imaging yesterday..
simple, short but sweet..
just less one thing..
don't have the photo with you and me..
next time no more exception..
i will make an alarm and remind me about that..
record down and make it as my sweet memory..
within a period of time, make it as a book..
maybe story book and serve with photo..
all venue, date and time..
must be a challenge for me..
because old man's memory is not good enough..

ops...
i don want continue already..
if not, sure i will write till tomorrow..
lastly, NOTHING WILL MAKE YOU FAN IF YOU THINK THAT ISN'T!!
TRY TO THINK IT AS SIMPLE AND SOLVE IT WITH SIMPLE WAY..
MAYBE THAT IS WORK..

epi 2~ ~

2009-04-06T15:15:00.002+08:00

paiseh ya..
that one too long already..
erm... let's continue back..
we go walk around without any direction.. haha very funny lo... LOL..
then meet few of frens...
the most shocked de which is ash lo..
we saw him there with his competition there de frens..
when the time he saw us right, shock a bit..
and then hor..
haha i ask him question first lo..
weird wor..
he din ask about why i will together with her wor..
good la then.. we no need to say anything..
but we already prove that we are couple liao ma.. haha
han fan...

walk until 9pm if im not mistaken..
then we decide to eat liao la..
go where to eat ler??
erm..
ah!!!! 'TOMATO's' *guess mana tu?? sure no one know this de lo..
i don wan describe so detail because i want put it in my heart and enjoy myself..
at the end, she reach home before 12am la..
hehehe sweet~ ~ ~ ~ hoho ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

the thing that other than this..
sunday, i got practice...
each also got.. (bennie's team and N crew)
after i wake up (12pm). i go prepare..
reach studio and start my training..
whole team but just left kelvin..
he is busy wor..
so we got to teach him by tonight lo..
N crew training start almost 8pm.. (need to wait until ben done his team)
training ~ ~ then discussion..
jason seem like cant wait to go somewhere.. haha
we actually decide to watch the fast and furious de..
unfortunately, ben cannot.. so we cancel it lo..
just go to eat for our dinner and then go back lo..

very geng ler!!!
we go eat pan mee at batu 5 there..
after go KFC for second round..(just jason eat and we drink)
mana punya KFC?? yvonne?? haha
your house there de lo!!
hahahahahahahahahaha

slep... till this morning..
erm... quite cold today plus i din bring jacket tim... *don angry ya..
so miss her today.. (everyday also got miss but today more and more!!)

tonight got training again..
wow~ ~ very geng lo this..
both teams also got..
i got to take care one side and keep practice with them at the another side..
start at 8pm and until dunno what time la..

no more feeling to write here..
normally hor, write on that day hor...
i got more feeling lo.. but now..
haiz..
paiseh ya.. everyone!! hehe
got to eat my lunch lu~ ~

epi 1

2009-04-06T13:48:00.003+08:00

erm... i decide to seperate it la..
saturday..
after 1 pm...
i straight go back home.. *huh?? curious right?? i suppose got a lots of events de..
haiz..
my training cancel already... *jason not able to come..
somemore, out steps not ready yet... so....
like that lu~ ~
after that, very tired oh...
i got to charge my power and ready for tonight ma..
then hor... of course stay at home la..

at home..
my dad is sleeping (normally he day - slep, nite - work de.. you know pasar borong??)
elder sister got work..
so my house got mum, sister, and my uncle..
my house got pray today..
so got food at home lo... *good.. i no need to think about what to eat..
so, i just eat after i reach home la..
the time that i eat hor..
my mum and sister accompany and eat together..
from that moment right...
they are keep talking with me..
haha quite a long time really din like that liao..
after that warming conversation and my lunch...
feel wanna watch tv before i take a nap..
so i watch .... *ops.. forgot what name is that tim... whatever la..
beh tahan liao..
then i go and take a nap.. *i remember that time 4 something..
then i need to wake up at 5.30 like that to prepare lo.. hehe

times up..
its time to wake up..
still sleepy but very excited!!! haha
bath, and then prepare..
then i receive a message already.. haha
she at yvonne's house wor..
ok lo...
i go there la..
i give her a message when i reach there..
wait and wait..
suddently feel that hor..
got people 'gap' at somewhere wor.. seriously.. *i very sensitive with that de lo..
so i check around..
oh~!!!! yvonne at upstair and look at me..
she wanna tell me something... but i dunno who she did actually.. hahaha
that time, the thing that attract my view which is her hand..
what happen??
color hair ah??

wait more a while..
she come out la..
wow~ ~ i saw her come nearby my car but hor.. i act like i dunno lo..
hehe *actually, i 'tou tou' gap her from my mirror..
white pant, high hill shoe (spell correct ma??), blue shirt (deep bok de) and a pair of ear ring (circle and love rings)
i am not exaggerate but she look very pretty la that time.. hehe
really challenge my patient!!! * I WILL EAT PPL DE LER!!! hahaa

after that, we go to one utama la..
wow.. very hard to find parking on saturday at one utama de lo..
however, we got it finally.. *it din cost us a lots of time..
i park at fourth floor there.. *tahu mana??

what will peoples do normally huh??
watch movie?? hang gai?? and then?? *i got no idea..
from that moment.. her and i also don feel like wanna watch movie tim..
1. too many peoples 2. time short..
we use the time to chat rather than go watch movie tim..
hehe *like that only i got an excuse to date her next time ma.. (clever!!!) haha

just go walk around..
AH!!!
forgot to tell a thing here...
i receive a present before i reach there..
a flame.. hehe
and i decide to put it at my work place here..
ok ok..
continue back..

happy saturday~ ~ ~! ~ ! ~ ! ~

2009-04-04T10:23:00.003+08:00

today is saturday.. * YA, WHO WILL DUNNO?? LoL..
whatever but this is important for me..
hehe hehe hehe hehe
i dunno why will like this..
it is out of my control..
i am trying to hold it and let it normall a bit..
but i quite hard..
i got to cut out and adjust it..
so what am i going to do for this?? *any idea?
when i just think of that..
the feeling of that is just like..
gonna jump out and tell me that >> IM SO EXCITED!! *lOl.. i know la..

talk so much.. and who know what am i talking finally??
hehe.. its my heart..
it still moving faster than normall speed when i am writing right now..
i need blood to process it..
my blood will gone de ma??
non sense..
i am expecting for tonight..
hope that is very memorable..

suddenly feel that i am not that old gua..
not mature enough maybe..
because hor..
now i am thinking that time got to do what, dress what??
and a lots of things la.. aiyo..
shame la..
feel that this is much more nervous than i go up stage and dance..
i don scare to so many peoples but just one..
oh my god.. oh my god..

i was imaging yesterday..
her finger injured and bleeding..
how serious was that??
i dunno..
just called and image from what she describe to me la..
hope that is nothing and will recover soon..
how come huh??
is this normal for everyone??
i become like..
i also dunno how to describe tim??
my mood will affect by her.. sometime la..
and one more thing..
last time right..
i seldom bring my gf to any gathering or what la..
or maybe i should say never... * i swear!!!
but this time..
no wor..
i always ask her wanna join me if there is any event that i will go..
i feel like wanna show her to anyone of my frens..
introduce her to them and let them how xin fu am i now..
and hor.. ppl said that.. person whose in love will look more cheerful de wor..
i got ma?? haha
bare in mind!!! i am not wanna to show off ya..

besides this,
training has begin yesterday..
hope that everything is running smooth..
on the other side, i sms to alicia..
ask her that how about yesterday..
she said ok wor but!!!!
bennie look very busy oh..
haiz.. a bit worry about her la..
i know she is tiring and busy with her study de la..
that's why she ask me to join for help...
but now.. haiz.....
hope she don mind la.. because i will come and help you when i am free!!
true!! maybe tomorrow got right??
i will go!!!

3 more hours after then i need to start my training again..
they are discussing to find female crew members..
still searching..

k la..
i don wanna to write anymore la..
Ynn paiseh ya.. hehe

decision???????

2009-04-03T15:51:00.003+08:00

i need a decision here!!!!!
how come so difficult??
i just need a decision to choose either one song??
which 1 should i choose???
AH!!!!!!
help~ ~

i need to use the step for tonight already..
to cheoreograph the steps..
but i am facing a problem here...
too greedy maybe...
haiz..
how stupid am i??!!
ish!!!!

*paiseh ya..
this is my heart feeling..
hope that i wil be fine after i put at here..

yes, i can do it!!
believe that...
i can do it very well!!!
*heart angel and devil are fighting..

please ignore this article..
its non sense..

other than that, i miss her..
wonder where she go??
but i just hope she is fine there la of course..

ok la.. that's all for this..

nothing~ ~

2009-04-03T12:48:00.000+08:00

what problems normally peoples are facing?
love, money, friendship, family, future, career or your own thing?? ya, all of us also have this problem no matter who you are..
but just depends on how the way you overcome it..
agree with what i say??
recently i learn how to easy going..
laugh and smile are the good medicine that i ever found..
no such thing is better than this..
what will people do if you smile with them first??
my survery is... they will smile to you too normally..
got thing inside!!!
then release it..
use your own best way to release it..
for me..
err.. i will go for soccer!!! but this is last time ago..
nowadays, i will dance to release it...
at the same time, i get improve with my dance also.. hehe
please be aware that...
don release by using those way that will hurt yourself!!
i did a wrong example which is i bang to the wall..
my hand bleeding, peoples scare me, i not able to write for few days..
so please don~ ~ *my experience la..
i know nowadays.. people are so clever de..
they won ever try to hury themselve, right??

erm.. my feeling right now..
quite excite to tomorrow.. hehe
i wish to make it end fast today but i got training at the same time..
so tonight.. give me some time ya.. hehe
few days din see my buddies and friends..
like, yy, yvonne, xiao hei, carmen, dong yam, and so on..
my 7 groups...
tren students whose close to me de..
miss them so much..

my team got practice at 2.30pm today..
im not able to go there..
so i just able to wish them right here..
erm.. wish that they do well for that practice la..
bennie.. sorry ya..
feel wanna to cut my hair again..
change a style and see how lu~ ~
hehe any objection?
haha

foREveR~ ~ hahahaha

2009-04-02T12:59:00.001+08:00

2 more days..
supposingly we got go out last saturday..
but coz of this competition..
cancel already..
even though we went together to kuantan at the end..
but its different, right?? hehe
with no accidently, our practice will be start on this coming friday..
i hope its work and run.. hehe
finally, i sms j and call b already..
we confirm to compete this back..

what is this mean?? *but this saturday still on de oh!! hehe
this time, 4 of us also need to cheoreograph..
ya, this is a good thing for us..
we learn from this..
other than that, another competition at the mines de..
hopefully, we are going to join after we know about all the details..
CRAZY betul la...
but this is what we are going to do recently..
we can do more better with your support..

the reason why we want to form a crew?? hehe
your will ask this question right??
for me, i think that...
its very hard to find a crew that have a same view, same spirit and same target..
its fun when we play together..
we can do anything that we like.. *but it doesn't mean that we are unhappy last time!!
please don misunderstanding about this..
it just..
we are just going to go further with what we want..
what we want actually??
hehe..
i more prefer to annouce it in action..
because sometime thing are easier talk than done..
so i wil do it first!! haha
support me??
we wil show to all of you that what we want??!!
we are having trouble also..
arguing become very normal for us during our practice..
sometimes, guys are more anger.. ya, it is..
but since that day we talk, it become much more better right now..

everyone also have their attitute or behavior..
so of course la..
we have to make a good adjudgement between us..
ya, this is for sure..
ANYWAY, HAHA I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE A WISH RIGHT HERE..
WISH THAT ANYONE ARE ENJOY WITH THEIR BUDDY..
ARGUEMENT IS ALWAYS HAPPEN BUT..
PLEASE MAKE CLEAR THAT FRIENDSHIP ARE PRICELESS..
VERY IMPORTANT AND YOU HAVE TO APPRECIATE IT NICELY..
SO THE SETTLEMENT AFTER THE ARGUEMENT IS IMPORTANT..

on the other hand, my dear dar having a problem there..
i din seen her recently but i hope she is fine la anyway..
love someone that he din love you is very suffer..
but do what you want la!!
because i am this kind of person..
peoples' advise is heardable but i will do back what my heart gonna do..
you must listen to their advise but it doesn't mean that you got to follow what they told..
aiyo, whatever la..
i guess you know what to do already de la..
*suddenly think of that, paiseh ya.. +oil!!!!

anyone know what is EQ??
is that important for peoples??

a lots of thing wanna write at here..
but better i don do it..
because it wil be very long..
i seperate it into few part and put few days la..
my love story already got the concept la.. hehe
yesterday the idea pop out and find me when i almost fall asleep..
meanwhile, i got to write it out but i won post at here so far..

i found this in newspaper..
'it breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else'

'but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you'

any comments??

confuse~ ~ ~

2009-04-01T12:39:00.000+08:00

confuse~ ~ ~ ~
my mind is war ing right now..
i knew the result from orange's blog..
good new is congrate to all the teams which are qualify into next stage..
at the same time, i saw our team name too..
haiz...
that will be my memory gua..
we are not going to take part for this competition again..
my dreamz gone..
i myself stupid la..
put too much expectation during preliminary and now ~ ~ . . . .
im enjoying on the stage with them..
but seem that the problem is occur, so i cant force to change anything now..
wish your good luck la..*for others team

headache when i am writing this..
wonder what happen..
i took a nap at here before that..
feel very tired or maybe should say like that...
no mood to do anything..
my motivation is gone~ ~
*got to find it back....
don worry me!!
i won let it disturbing me!! *because i promise you yesterday

cold here..
and heart cold too...
i am not able to change anything if that's already become a fact..
but what am i trying to do is... i hope some changes before the competition..
or else.. i just make my mind stop thinking of that..
quite hard for that..
because i still got another team..
sure i will think of this when i teach them everytime..
however, i got to do also.. no choice for me to choose anymore..
what else can do?? YEAH~~~ gambateh lo.... LOL... *lame..
maybe i will do like that la..
team, i will continue to teach la of course..
but i need to ask bennie first..
maybe i don wanna go on that day la..
feel better if i din see it..

this semifinal only a real war for this competition..
this is what i think of..
besides that, i heard that few teams are facing some problems..
some teammates quit, some instructor quit, and some ... i dunno la.
i just wish them good luck finally..

next paragraph..
here....
i got a sweet call before i sleep..
quite early la..
i sleep before 11pm yesterday..
after that, thing happen..

i walk on the street..
every peoples are busy ing with their own thing..
first time i forget to wear my watch and phone..
so exactly i dunno what time right now..
when i look to the sky..
it show me grey in color.. *means that night is gonna change the shift with day lo..
anything... i just hope no raining here..
at this moment, i look around and then look at myself..
where am i??
how come i wear like this de??
yi errr....i would like to make a call right now or ask people where here is..
but.. who should i ask??
whatever la..
i believe that i can found out where am i by myself!! yes, i can do it..
so i just keep move forward..
while i am walking.. i think of many things..
those things that in my heart...

wow..the environment is nice..
all the houses so nice and big.. *the ppl must be very rich de lo..
my movement slow down while i am watching around the houses..
big house, maids, nice car and so on..
STOP!!!
huh?? what happen??
in front at my left hand side..
got a bridge wor..
a very special bridge with a nice decoration..
or maybe i should call unique..
i never see before..
what will you do if you see this? go and have a look??
ya, sure i will do that..
normally right, what else will have if the place is able to attract people to come?
business?? yes, that's right..
there got a lots of things la.. the most special is there got sell soup oh!!!
wow.. how unique de business..

i just stay a while and then i continue my journey already..
tak ada seorang pun saya yang kenal.. haiz..
ops...
suddently someone call me..
i look to where the voice from..
i see a guy over there..
he looks friendly wor..
then we chat a while...
so nice la.. he know i lost at here and then he want to help me out..
hehe... so gan dong tim..
will you follow if you are me??

but i will..
he seem like know this place so much..
haha i gonna get the way out la.. YEAH ~ ~
god bless..
suddenly he told me that in front turn right after then i will get the way out liao..
then thing gonna happen right now...

suddenly.. tiba-tiba..
i found that hor...
all of this right....
it just a .....

jokes..
HAPPY APRIL~ FOOL..
paiseh ya.. i write non sense here..

hiStorY~ ~

2009-03-31T15:32:00.000+08:00

no matter you sick, unhappy, injure, arguement or bad luck??!!
time will be the most effective for you.. !!
agree with that??

i am expected today the result will come out and i can know for that..
so, i bought the newspaper this morning..
at the end, nothing at all...
i don know why???
haiz.. whatever la...
it become not so important for me so far..
for this competition, maybe our team will left 3 ppls to take part..
*not really want to write about the detail tim..
anyway, see how la..
the worst is i will give up too... *maybe

my house (5ppls include my dad and mum)
yesterday night, i alone at home..
all of them go back for qing ming.. *i din go back this year..
first year i din go back tim!
hope they wont mind la..
what will you do if there is no body at home and just you??
*for her, sure no change de la.. because she stay at her room nia!! haha
for me.. i feel alright for that yet..
or maybe people will ask like that..
: you not scare mer?? you yourself at home only wor??
my answer : no

yesterday, i slept before 1am.. * quite late actually..
before that, eat my dinner, read newspaper, watch a while tv and phone gossip..
i remember i slep not very tight actually.. but i forgot the causes already..
that's mean today not so good..
a little bit tired and sleepy..

semifinal - two weeks after..
we not yet start to prepare anything yet..
this answer seems that got confident to qualify wor..
i dunno but they said yes..
i believe that also...
however, i did have fun into this then everything for me will become nothing..
a bit messy today...

dear and i - sat and sun
at the beginning, i hope she will follow us to go to kuantan.. *you should know the reason right??
i got ask her before and i forgot what was her answer already..
what i know is.. she said don want if need to drive 2 cars...
scare we will very tired..
somemore FY wanna go to support 'us' too!!
*for those who know that thing de hor.. will know that 'us' is who la..
so when i eat lunch with jason at KFC hor..
i told him about this..
*POP....
he think of an idea.. HUH??
he said try to contact his aunt and see whether can change car or not wor..
finally, we did it successfully + beautifully
what is this mean??

i straight call dear lo.. *of course de la.. hehe
without turning anywhere, i just ask her wanna go or not lo??
she said anything also ok wor..
haha then i make the decision for you lo..!! hahahaha YEAH~~
and then.. i ask her to kacau another one lo..
dear very guai and do that for me.. haha *tei sei
:- seterusnya will jump to next..

they are so funny lo..
feel like expected something will happen on us wor..*guess what they expected??
LoL.. very funny lo..
ignore them...

i did some mistake on the competition..
they din blame me but i did it to my own!!!
this is so important for us and i ...... haiz.....
then suddenly dear and FY said wanna go toilet wor..
ok lo.. be careful ya...
so we capture there lo..
from time to time, i very curious where they go??
toilet got so far mer?
finally they come back la..
EHY!!!!!
how come de??
toilet there got baskin robin de mer??
do you ever heard that eat ice cream can make you feel more better??
i got no idea..
what i know is not the ice cream make me feel much more better but is YOU!!!
thanks ya...
suddenly you said that... you purposely buy for me de wor...
oh my god!!! *almost don want to care where we are and kiss you deeply de lo!!!!
so sweet for that.. hehe
after that, battle start and we watch together..

at restaurant there.. 2 of you are so tired.... *i know... and paiseh for that ya..
once we done then we decide to go back to sang house..
in the car, dear suggest she bath first wor.. *we are okay for that..
why?? haha
because sang said his house got 4 bath room ma..
1. dear, 2 sang, 3 me, 4 ben, 5 jason, 6 yvonne (she still wanna slep de lo but i scare her till she wake up and bath!!) haha
after that, all separate to do their thing at this moment...
dear and i need to blow the hair... *that time yvonne still sleeping tim
we play around and gossip..
the sweet thing is she help me oh... *so gan dong..
hehe i don want write all the sweet moment over here..
let's keep in my heart and i enjoy myself!!

time jump to - in the car..
haha very funny lo here...
normally people will sleep in the car seem that we are so tired right??
but we din!!! haha
gossip in the car and play..
chit chat.... 'chai mi yu'... haha
god of laugh is following us from kuantan till KL...
nice one!!

2 gals follow us to go for yuan's birthday party..
we stay there until 11 something gua.. *actually i cant remember already..
before that, dear very unhappy and cry tiM!!!!!!!!!
i know that even though she hide it!!
i strongly feel that... *wow.. that time hor.. i feel that i more geng than dog lo!!!
that time, i feel so pain..
really..
i give her a call when i reach home..

from the phone.. her mood so down and tiring..
i not able to change anything but i want her to promise me don cry..
actually she is a strong gal.. happying.. crazy sometime.. so sweet sometime.. LOlll....
no matter what... now.. she is under protect already!!!

the lucky thing is hor...
she sound okay when i call her at night..
heheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeee

outside is very hot.. but my heart is raining...

2009-03-30T16:46:00.001+08:00

yeah~ ~
im back from kuantan..
from saturday..
half way wrote my blog..
jason came to fetch me..
so i went back with him..
KFC (ate a lots), wait ah sang then straight away go to studio (jenny and may)..
we need to practice our dance and finish it by today..
we start at 2pm and have a break at 5pm..
because ben need to do his father's thing..
within the time we wait for him, we did re-mark steps, mix song and dinner..
finally, ben arrive and we start again..
with no accidently, we done our practice at 9.30pm..
guess what we going to do after that???
the answer is..... next paragraph! hehe

we need to change the car from myvi (size=5 ppls) to avanza (7ppls)..
huh?? curious why right? you will know if you read the whole article..
so the journey begin like this..
sang's house - jason's house - ben's house - my house..
we put sang and let him prepare first..
go to jason's house to change the car..
drop ben down to his house..
then only my turn.. *jason bath at my house..
after bath, we feel extremely tired lo..
in the middle, we lost a lots of time when we change the car..
12am, 4 of us in the car and go to KFC there..
previously, sang said that it just take us about 2.30 hours from KL to kuantan..
but when we ask him in the car..
LoL.. he still answer yes.. behind put this>> if you drive around 140/150 de speed wor,..
oh my god!! you kidding... cheh~ ~ ~

when gonna reach KFC, then i call my dear la..
ring once then hang up already..
i get shocked from that actually.. (unexpected that she will hang up so fast de ma..)
no wonder la...
they already wait outside their house.. *that yvonne ah!! haha
OK LA..... let's GOooooo

we need petrol for the car...
erm.. ok la.. then we decide to go to petrol station(shell) and eat there together.. *halo, not drink petrol ya!!!!
at batu caves there, got a MCD at petrol station there de..
we are there..
isi petrol, pump 'hong', eating there..
sang - mcdeluxe set, jason and i - filet 0-fish set, yvonne and dear - mcnugget set and drink..
BEN - McDELUXE AND FILET 0-FISH SETS....
he eat a lots lo.. haiz.. too hungry wor..
whatever la..
at the end, 1.30am only we go...
sang drive, ben sit assistant driver side, then jason and yvonne, another 2 at last one..
cant even sleep in the car..
but jason can wor... ish!!!
i want her to sleep de lo.. but really hard to fall asleep..
*don think wrongly ya.. the car can run smooth... extreme lo..
pity her.. she look so tireed but seem that sleep doesnt love her that time..
this is first time that i can hold her for so long.. hehe
we reach kuantan at 4am if im not mistaken.. *cant remember actually..
without wasting our time.. we go for rest..
6 ppls in a room and sang rest at his own house... * wow~ ~ his house hor.. very big de lo..

if you think that we must be having a nice sleep right??
no, you are totally wrong..
ben still sms till 6am(beh tahan him ah!!! haha) how do i know??
haha very easy.. his phone de light lo..
finally, we wake up and decide to go for breakfast..
should be 8am something la..
no bath then go for breakfast, practice/ mark steps then venue of competition..
maybe this is our fade with the curry mee gua.. haiz..
at the studio hor.. we are practicing and gals are helping us to record down..
unfortunately, dear kena bite!!! those mos... *i almost want to organise a kill mos competition liao!!!!!!!
12pm.. is time to go...

wow~ ~ no stage de wor.. haha..
nice la then..
this is only called street what...
total 8 teams..
sang so famous and busy there...
a lots of frens there..
say hi here a while then say hi there...
i try to upload our costume next time la..
all of us wear jean..
ben - red shirt, sang - blue shirt, jason - white and i - black shirt..
together with our 4 colors cap.. red, blue, brown and black.. *guess who with each color??
so ngamly hor.. our shirt also ecko de wor.. haha yeah...

after the competition, got battle there..
welcome to all free dancer..
its time to show what you got..
anything, any style, any dance..
then we back to sang's house and get ready to go back to KL..
*thing that dear with me for this few days, i will post it by tomorrow...

sang stay at home...
so this time..
ben drive, jason beside him, 3 of us sit behind..
reach KL around 9 something gua..
then we go to ah yuan birthday party...
*oh ya.. his birthday today.. remember to wish him oh.. 30/3 thanks..

lastly, this is not related to above de...
i thought im strong but im wrong at this moment..
yesterday, i cry because of she cried..
after i reach home, i think properly liao..
i shouldn't sad or cry when she is in trouble..
what should i do is make her happy, laugh or feel safety!!
SING THIAN FOO >>> this is what you need to do.. then i also agree and gonna to do that..

but. . . . . . . . . .
it happen again when i read her blog just now..
sometime, you will feel more upset or bad mood if there is rain right??
so, can you imagine that my heart is raining right now? how does it feel??
i cant control my heart and also my eyes...
my eyes keep producing a thing that call tears...
keep run out from my eyes because it comes from my heart..
i am very emotional.. so sensitive with the environment..
but i can control it sometime..
for this, it is out of my control..
the tears that i feel is warm..
that mean im not tear yesterday or what but i m tears right now when im writing this..
i cant stop myself to write here even thoug i know got people will read this..
i will be very suffer if i put it in my heart and keep it as secret..

one more thing, one hand is not able to clap unless you use another hand and bang together..
this is where the sound create from..
same thing... im holding your hand..you are with me now..
so we can do a clap even though you are using one hand!!!
why??? because you still got me right now!!!
one hand from you and one hand from me = clap..
know what is this mean??
you still got me here!!!
outside is very hot.. but my heart is raining...

find me when you need me..
i hope you don cry again..
i still got a lots of places in my body..
if happiness and sadness come at the same time to you.. but you just able to receive one!!!
no need to consider anymore...
place the happiness to you and i will receive the sadness!!!!

*i cant write anymore.. because i will cry much more serious if i keep writing now..

energy lost~ ~ ~

2009-03-28T12:07:00.001+08:00

weather is warm..
my mood is good..
BUT..
my body is tiring..
my jin shen is damn..
why say so??
yesterday we danced till 11pm..
wow.. ankle quite pain lo..
a lots of steps kena use ankle de.. *anyway, done 1.30 min liao..
today, we are going to finish last 10sec and make our steps clean..
when i wake up.. (my eyes not even open nicely, i mark step again..)
try to imagine and see..
a people tired like hell..
somemore, the face haven awake from slep de..
eyes close and mark steps..
not so bad but need to do better..

everything is going to be all right..
i saw a lots of students at the early morning..
so energetic..
i old liao la.. haiz...
at office here...
i eat my nasi lemak.. *no mood to eat at home
after that, i sit in front of pc and fall asleep suddenly..
imagine and see.. *i still blur blur here when i blogging now
but i need to because later have no time to do anymore..
i use to practice for this whole day..
no more free time..

tonight we will go to kuantan after we finish la..
they decide to go back at midnight wor..
after that, have a nice sleep at sang's house..
ok lu,... hehe
i got no comment..

haiz.. i think hor.. s got unhappy yesterday..
i really he won got hard feeling la..
haiz.. ops.. no time to continue liao tim..
i will be continue this de la..
paiseh ya

cold~ ~

2009-03-27T13:46:00.001+08:00

haha..
cant describe my feel right now..
not word suit to my feeling now..
erm..
okay.. start like that..
i forgot to bring jacket today..
quite cold here..
but nvm.. its ok for me..

yeah.. my new house is much more nicer..
won so kek!!!
anyway, i got to start la..

now only i know hor..
i also know how to cook what..
why say so??
yesterday my mum not at home..
supposingly i will go out de but cancel finally..
so, i need to cook by myself lo..
find my weapon and ready for that la..
weapon are 3 packs of kuan low mee, sausages, egg, meatball and hong dao sui..
in the end.. its nice and nice..
wow.. 75% full tim..
enuogh la like that for my dinner..

tonight, my war start..
from 8pm till 12pm..
but i will try to discuss with them see can make it finish at 11pm or not..
because i still need to wake up at 6 something morning the day after tomorrow..
costume?? dunno.. when to go?? dunno.. what dance?? tonight only know.. mix song?? don even know dance what song yet..
hehe ya, this is the situation where we are..
however, i din worry about that..
coz i believe one thing..
4 of us together, nothing is impossible..
en.. i hope that..
and this is also my stamina challenging..
few days never dance my body.. am i still remember??
GOD BLESS ME>>

this is the first year that i din go back for 'qing ming'
bad right?? haiz..
few things come at the same time..
so i need to sacrifice some lo..
my parents din force me to go back..
thanks to them...
you know, sometimes, from their support, i get the energy and power..
i can go forward without worrying about family problem..
they are so open minded and i will do something to reward for them..
a bit hard to type right now..
freezing..

this saturday i have a gathering again..
seem that i am going to disappointing them again..
they are planing to eat dinner at kepong 'yu chu' korean restaurant before go to desa park city there..
sorry ya.. all my frens..
this competition very important for me..

and hor.. C and Y...
serious de ma??
your wanna go there??
how to go?? don ler..
i worry ler..
our car no more place liao oh..
haiz.. i dunno how to help ler..
anyway, your decide la..
let me know la.. if really need my help...

2009-03-27T13:03:00.000+08:00

wow~ ~ ~
for me right, this is tiring..
finally, i move to my new house lu~ ~
paiseh ya..
not yet decorate yet..
stupid thing is..
just now i remember i already got one when i sign up that google acc..
stupid right?? LOL..
but that one i choose to hide it up..
last time memory.. hehe
paiseh ya..

so, this is my first post..
i decide not to write so much here..
ok la.. let's make 2 posts today la..